Aug 18, 2006 11:28
i'm only 22yo.. (pls do not take offence when i say tat) but i think i have experienced the AJ lifestyle through and through.
i may be still young in your eyes, esp to all of my friends over here but let us compare our AJ age. from the day you came out, from the day u started exposing urself to the AJ world (IRC, ICQ, Fridae, SGBOY, internet phone, netmeeting, face-pic, friendster... many aveunes to get to know ajs), i think i can be said to be older than some of u guys reading this.
Yes people say i look young, and people also commented i look older than my age (depends on my dressing and attitude that day). And they also had commented that i do look 'lao jiao' in the AJ scene. I have many acquaintances, i know many people thru my frequent clubbing trips in the past (BUT i'm not so atas to know those door bitches nor club owners nor those high society people). met many people online, over in the clubs, friends of friends, towel club...
things that i want to mention: i remember there was this period i was a jaded young boy. was sadden by the circle. i cant remember why but i was jaded. was it becoz i couldnt find love then? that the people i meet are not my type? maybe coz they have different agendas from me. seriously cant remember the reasons but many people tell me that i am still young and no need to be jaded at such an age. oh well.. i am me.
had a bit of time to reflect on my aj life recently. JON WHY R U SO LAZY?? yes i know there are things that i need to do to make my life fulfilling, but instead of doing it, i let time slip away, doing things tat are of no importance. oh well...
everyone has their dirty laundry. i have mine too. i told someone whom i thot i was seeing, that i have my past. this past is quite a long one, i mite add. almost half of my entire life. go figure. dun point ur finger and look at me in any other way. I AM JON. the jon you know, the jon who speaks his mind, the jon who enjoys the company of friends like you guys, the jon who is and will be there when u need him. the jon who loves his friends. if deep down inside, after reading this, u have formed another opinion of me, tell me. i will be glad to omit u in my life.
have i said alot today? do u think you know me? m i still worth knowing?