this post is dedicated to Alvin TPB
hey hey...
5 yrs ago, we were supposed to have met at AMK mrt station but becoz my hp was flat, we couldnt contact. even when i made a conscience effort to locate a coin phone (stupid me. no phone card too). found one but user unavailable. then how? we din meet. but u told me afterwards that we actually took the same bus 88, as i was heading home. oh well..
after tat, we contacted each other again and finally met up. then how? i guess we had crushes on each other. dated and he came by my place once\. saw my A level chinese cert and happen to see my IC. wat a coincidence. OUR IC NUMBERS ARE CONSECUTIVE. his was juz in front of mine. wat luck. which could possibly suggest our parents were in the same queue, supposedly if my dad registered me at the same time. BUT we are not born on the same day. my speculation, i was without identity for at least 9 days. haha..
soon after come ur time to enlist. while u r still in bmt, i was still having hope. hope that soon came crushing down. u said u will not have time while being in the army and we shld juz cool down. so be it. my turn to enlist. ur company is juz directly opposite mine. and i shall be mean. u did say some bad things about one of my platoon mate who used to b ur schmate, either in SJI or ACJ. hah. wat twist of fate. he has to go overseas with u.
I cant remember when but i heard that while u were dating me, u were so infatuated with my junior, whom i know also. i guess u have ur ways if not how come the 2 of u got entangled with each other for so long? hah.
Let me count the number of close friends whom i have, that you have hurt : at least, 5. Once i remembered i was being scolded while i was on IRC. why? coz that person thot i was u. so i explained that he got the wrong person, and i probed more. you dated him and his best friend, not sure whether the same time anot, but u also did hurt them. My friends.. all the same story la.
Recently u came back into my circle of knowledge. why so? coz u went bkk. u met up another close frd. more stories to be told. and when i posted ur name in my msn, i had responses. and one revelation: the time u ended things with me during our bmt, you also ended this date, who happens to know me now. so does tat mean at the same time u were dating 3 guys? gosh.. i was appalled.
One thing i always hear u say, from the words of unbiased friends: "I have changed. I used to be evil, but no longer." not the exact words but the 1st statement is exactly words out of his mouth. Oh pls. in 2004, things ended btw u and my friend coz u couldnt make up ur mind. in 2006, things are still the same. u wanted to get back with the same guy while dating some other guys. in 2001, u became a cassanova. in 2006, u still are. i think bad reputations is one that you created by ur own actions, by your own deeds.
i care for my friends and i get agitated when i hear that they are in close contact with you. maybe i was hurt in the past. which made me ultra biased. you shld be thankful u still have friends. by saying this, can i let things down? In order to be truly happy, i need to learn from my past. but with that said, i wonder to myself wat is there to learn from this issue. erm... to let things go! but i get all feeling when i hear ur name again. hah. and i thot our IC numbers being consecutive would give us a bit more fate. guess it did, in a negative way.
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Everytime i talk about him to my friends, i would always do a disclaimer that wat i say could be BIASED. maybe i din want to force my impressions of Alvin Tan onto them. no one likes to be forced upon, on their thoughts. But deep down inside, i know i am stating facts. and i shld say that he is not my ex but a former date.
FYI
5 yrs ago, we were supposed to have met at AMK mrt station but becoz my hp was flat, we couldnt contact. even when i made a conscience effort to locate a coin phone (stupid me. no phone card too). found one but user unavailable. then how? we din meet. but u told me afterwards that we actually took the same bus 88, as i was heading home. oh well..
after tat, we contacted each other again and finally met up. then how? i guess we had crushes on each other. dated and he came by my place once\. saw my A level chinese cert and happen to see my IC. wat a coincidence. OUR IC NUMBERS ARE CONSECUTIVE. his was juz in front of mine. wat luck. which could possibly suggest our parents were in the same queue, supposedly if my dad registered me at the same time. BUT we are not born on the same day. my speculation, i was without identity for at least 9 days. haha..
soon after come ur time to enlist. while u r still in bmt, i was still having hope. hope that soon came crushing down. u said u will not have time while being in the army and we shld juz cool down. so be it. my turn to enlist. ur company is juz directly opposite mine. and i shall be mean. u did say some bad things about one of my platoon mate who used to b ur schmate, either in SJI or ACJ. hah. wat twist of fate. he has to go overseas with u.
I cant remember when but i heard that while u were dating me, u were so infatuated with my junior, whom i know also. i guess u have ur ways if not how come the 2 of u got entangled with each other for so long? hah.
Let me count the number of close friends whom i have, that you have hurt : at least, 5. Once i remembered i was being scolded while i was on IRC. why? coz that person thot i was u. so i explained that he got the wrong person, and i probed more. you dated him and his best friend, not sure whether the same time anot, but u also did hurt them. My friends.. all the same story la.
Recently u came back into my circle of knowledge. why so? coz u went bkk. u met up another close frd. more stories to be told. and when i posted ur name in my msn, i had responses. and one revelation: the time u ended things with me during our bmt, you also ended this date, who happens to know me now. so does tat mean at the same time u were dating 3 guys? gosh.. i was appalled.
One thing i always hear u say, from the words of unbiased friends: "I have changed. I used to be evil, but no longer." not the exact words but the 1st statement is exactly words out of his mouth. Oh pls. in 2004, things ended btw u and my friend coz u couldnt make up ur mind. in 2006, things are still the same. u wanted to get back with the same guy while dating some other guys. in 2001, u became a cassanova. in 2006, u still are. i think bad reputations is one that you created by ur own actions, by your own deeds.
i care for my friends and i get agitated when i hear that they are in close contact with you. maybe i was hurt in the past. which made me ultra biased. you shld be thankful u still have friends. by saying this, can i let things down? In order to be truly happy, i need to learn from my past. but with that said, i wonder to myself wat is there to learn from this issue. erm... to let things go! but i get all feeling when i hear ur name again. hah. and i thot our IC numbers being consecutive would give us a bit more fate. guess it did, in a negative way.
*****************************************************************
Everytime i talk about him to my friends, i would always do a disclaimer that wat i say could be BIASED. maybe i din want to force my impressions of Alvin Tan onto them. no one likes to be forced upon, on their thoughts. But deep down inside, i know i am stating facts. and i shld say that he is not my ex but a former date.
FYI