already in trouble
As i stand up, shocked, unknowing what to do with blood rolling down my arms, pouring out of my mouth, dripping on the floor. I look at myself in the reflection of a mirror across the room. I look and all the pain goes away from me. I think to myself, "This is the start to a crazy break." After taking care of my bloody mess that I made in Tylers house i continue to watch one of the greatest movies on earth, full metal jacket, i'm in love with that movie. this was only the day after going out to eat with tyler jessica (her husband came too gag) and rebecca, rebecca drove me due to my car being awful now and we talked about a lot of things, she is dating one of my friends in south carolina he's stationed there for the navy, i think, on accident, i convinced her that she should break up with him if he dosn't get his act together, he's starting to be an ass to her from her side of the story.
two nights ago i was sitting at my house working on a puzzle saying to myself "tonight is going to suck" then caminisch calls me and says that she wants to do something with the gang, so i call around and tyler, jared, caitlin, caminisch, and carla come over. i guessed that they were all going to leave after the movie went off but then we played poker and then we just sat around and talked for ever then we packed six people into jared car, i had to lay across people in the back seat which was a bad idea, and we drove to danville at 4 in the morning to eat at arbys. then we came back to my house i figured that they would leave then, but no we pulled out the twister board. i kicked ass on the second round and won.
we then saw this commercial for a thing were if your depressed you go to the bahamas. it may have been the cheesiest commercial we have ever seen, so what do we do? we call the number and tyler pretends to be palistinian or whatever and this guy and tyler get into this fight and the guy on the phone said this before hanging up "do you want to go to the bahamas or the fucking al queda you dirty mother fucker?" thing was that this guy was really arabic or whatever.
just about everyone left halfway through the grudge when my dad needed out of the driveway. they thought i was crazy for not going to sleep until about 10 but whatever.
this break i think is going to kill me but there are some things that i am looking forward to. hopefully my prayers will be answered and somethings will turn around for me but the job hunting isn't going very well, i think i may just have to move back to BG early and just work at Cosmos while i rot away in BG by myself.
now off to check my grades, i know i got through my gerentology and poli. sci. class good but those arnt the ones i'm worried about.
two nights ago i was sitting at my house working on a puzzle saying to myself "tonight is going to suck" then caminisch calls me and says that she wants to do something with the gang, so i call around and tyler, jared, caitlin, caminisch, and carla come over. i guessed that they were all going to leave after the movie went off but then we played poker and then we just sat around and talked for ever then we packed six people into jared car, i had to lay across people in the back seat which was a bad idea, and we drove to danville at 4 in the morning to eat at arbys. then we came back to my house i figured that they would leave then, but no we pulled out the twister board. i kicked ass on the second round and won.
we then saw this commercial for a thing were if your depressed you go to the bahamas. it may have been the cheesiest commercial we have ever seen, so what do we do? we call the number and tyler pretends to be palistinian or whatever and this guy and tyler get into this fight and the guy on the phone said this before hanging up "do you want to go to the bahamas or the fucking al queda you dirty mother fucker?" thing was that this guy was really arabic or whatever.
just about everyone left halfway through the grudge when my dad needed out of the driveway. they thought i was crazy for not going to sleep until about 10 but whatever.
this break i think is going to kill me but there are some things that i am looking forward to. hopefully my prayers will be answered and somethings will turn around for me but the job hunting isn't going very well, i think i may just have to move back to BG early and just work at Cosmos while i rot away in BG by myself.
now off to check my grades, i know i got through my gerentology and poli. sci. class good but those arnt the ones i'm worried about.