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well last weekend was wonderful. which that is an understandment.
i went to san diego. why am i not there now? everything for me is there. the only thing here for me that i must do is english 12 cp. ha cp. college prep.
tabitha. wow. i can seriously say i have never felt this way about anyone ever. i have never cared so much for someone. missed someone so much as i do her. everything about her i love her. i love her early morning face. i love her when she smiles at me. i love her when she looks at me across the room and makes a heart with her hands. i love her when she is sick and throwing up on me. she is beautiful. she is so perfect for me. i wouldnt have it any way else. she is the only girl ive ever cried over just because i missed her. i would/give do anything right now just to hold her hand and kiss her or really just be in the same room. i havent been this comfortable with someone in a long time. its just like she is me in girl form. i cant believe it that ive been searching for something like this for so long and its liek right here. i have it. and i almost gave up. gah im so blessed. if i had just had a time stopper where i could have just stoped us in time i woudl still be with her sitting on those steps by the beach just talking to her and looking at the moon. the same freaking moon that i see in alabama right now. gah i would stay in that moment forever. i love her.
i went to san diego. why am i not there now? everything for me is there. the only thing here for me that i must do is english 12 cp. ha cp. college prep.
tabitha. wow. i can seriously say i have never felt this way about anyone ever. i have never cared so much for someone. missed someone so much as i do her. everything about her i love her. i love her early morning face. i love her when she smiles at me. i love her when she looks at me across the room and makes a heart with her hands. i love her when she is sick and throwing up on me. she is beautiful. she is so perfect for me. i wouldnt have it any way else. she is the only girl ive ever cried over just because i missed her. i would/give do anything right now just to hold her hand and kiss her or really just be in the same room. i havent been this comfortable with someone in a long time. its just like she is me in girl form. i cant believe it that ive been searching for something like this for so long and its liek right here. i have it. and i almost gave up. gah im so blessed. if i had just had a time stopper where i could have just stoped us in time i woudl still be with her sitting on those steps by the beach just talking to her and looking at the moon. the same freaking moon that i see in alabama right now. gah i would stay in that moment forever. i love her.