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i think i know who my real friends are now.
People always say this usually after theyve had a big fight with friends and shit but i haven't really i've just realised this over the last couple of months/weeks.
i thought i had three really good stand-by-me friends, cause they were there at the end of last (school) year for me, and they let me join their group no questions asked tbh, and im grateful for that cause it was a bit of a hard time for me :/
And then we all just ..fell apart and it sucked. i thought they were my true real friends but i guess i was wrong. i thought theyd stick with me but now i hardly speak to them. people change and promises are broken
i'm pretty sure now who i think are my bestones :D
josh ;
this guy is seriously amazinggg. It's weird cause i NEVER thought id be friends with a boy, let alone really close to one, but yeah, things can changeee :D i knew him all through year 7, we actually used to sit next to eachother for a bit in maths! which is super weird cause we only got close this year. SO weird i know! & i even had him on msn at like the start of year 7 which seems super weird too haha. year 9 we were in loads of classes together, but still didnt really speak all that muchh. he kinda joined in us lot (danni courtney tia) and when they all ditched us (its true, no lying), we stayed and became really close :') It's weird to think he's been there for such a long time but i like that fact that we were friends waaay back then, even if we werent reallly. he makes me laugh so so so much & hes a legend. I can talk to him about basically anything and he gets how weird i am, coz hes weird too. (': & there's always the situation with every thinking we're together, WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?! you see a boy&girl together, omg instantly theyre going out! NO! & seriously,every single day, i have someone come up to me and just say "you going out yet?" anddd "omg WHEN ARE YOU JUST GONNA GO OUT??" yeah it pisses us off but we just have to deal with it, i love what we've got now and i never wanna change that <3 We've both stayed the same for 4 years we're not gonna change now. that's what i call a REAL FRIEND! :'D Love you so much has been the most real, not fake friend, that ive had in like forever. such a genuine guyy & I love him for it. closest friend atm, want it to stay like that. love him so much to the moon and back.
sherrrrry babees (: or shez.
haha, i love this girrrrl. I remember her in year 7 coz she was in sam's form, but yeahh, didnt really speak to her, cause, not being racist but she was the bit kinda weird chinese/thai girl but i looove her now (: She's super-crazy and she has a heart of gold, not a bad bone in her body. her miiiind has been corrupted by joshuaaa and her other friends but phahah she'll always be my laugh - with buddha friend :'D (for serious she actually says she's buddhist!) great to hang out with she's so genuine seriously but when shes upset she has a hard time telling you about it which makes me saad :'/ I could just walk up to her and start chattting, we would be off in a second, and i could always go to her for anything. Another real friend and i know shes real, not fake. <3
jessica (jess)
Known this girly since year 7, used to be in my form, but a BITCH that i (can't believe i was friends with) .. drove her out halfway? through year 7. or coulda been year 8. no, 7. didnt really speak to her thattt much in the early days cause you know how it is? i had MAAANY 'accquaintences' back then, dont ask. I was weird.. but we went to the jb concert in november together and now shes become one of my proper proper friends :') we have so much fun in ICT she's my lil ICT buddy and last year she was in lots of my lessons, sadly not many this year but still some :') love her with all my heart :') one of my good girl friends. makes me laugh sfm and HER AND LUKE BANNISTER ARE IN LOOOOVE FINALLY. jessica bannister ftw.<3 lmfao.
SAM;
known this girl for effing FOREVER. probably one of my longest known friends that im STILL friends with now. 6 yeaaaars & counting. man, what do i say? christ, it just shows that we had months apart because of a BIGGG fallout, (& me being a complete DICK, but we wont go into that {n}) but we came back together in the end, which made us stronger and we're best friends again. When i said best friends forever all those years back in year 5/6 , i mean it. :') god i really dont know what to say, theres too many memories tbh. SIX YEARS, FROM PRIMARY - SECONDARY<3 we became friends because we had the same birthday and we both loved horses. we had so many aspirations&dreams when were 9/10 years old and some we have yet to accomplish but i know she will always be there. Been through EVERYTHING together, i love her to bits and i know she will always be there. in the early years we argued A LOT but i can honestly say we NEVER argue nowadays. i can seriously say i cant ACTUALLY remember the last time we fell out, even over something small! we NEVER have tiffs or anything. i know everything and i can always talk to her hope she thinks the same of me cause she's my best friend always has been always will be. true friends stay together,right? we have our up and downs, mostly ups but yanno not ALL relationships are ALWAYS perfect, but ours is 99% of the time. we've been together through so much, i hope that we'll be those two friends who have been friends since younng ages and are still friends at like 20 years old, and older. I love her sfm and never want to lose her. so cliche but she means lots to me. (: love you lots like jelly tots samara calistaaa :)
(AND SHIT I DELETED, SOMEHOW, THE JESS ONE! >;()
well, jess :D i cant actually be ARSED to write loads for her lmfao.
il just do like a list but it does NOT NOT NOT mean that the people who have a des. are more important.
tamsin, ly lots bbbb :) ROSIE; american friend (y) jonas brothers, only proper REAL fan friend of mine. ilybb dont ever move back to the states lmao. jess. love this gurrrl. shes a babe. ahaha. Charlottttte :) i need to make a nickyname for her cause hers for me is lola :) il call her charlie ;) urrm. TIFF! I LOVE YOU LITTLE FRENCHIE! maths buddiiiiiies and pe sometimes. ilysfmmm. the ignite daaays (y) goodtimes.
Kathryn, good religous friend tbh wouldnt rly say a bad thing about anyone,but maybe thats just cause shes a strict ~religious~. friends with everyone tbh but made an effort with me which is nice2know. (: ignite (yyy) hopefully aha. TIA; i love this girl, although.. yeh.. courtney, i guess. danni, okay (: MILLE ;D HORSEY :) Hopefully see her up the yard sometimes(Y)
and others. friends-that-are-not-QUITE-friends-but-will-be-very-soon. on the brink of becoming PROPER friends with them (GO ME, NO SHY FLORA ANYMORE!! :D)
lauren (: il her cause shes her and she has the same hair as me and YEAH. shes awesome.
GRACE! HOPEFULLY will be seeing more of her at rookery and who knows i might get a pony from there and start helping out there will her & millie so yeh, and go to the pony club on sats, :D
/RANT aahaaa