Sad news
I still can't believe all of this... but I want to leave my thoughs somewhere.
Tha sadness I feel right now are not compared to anything, but after seeing the press conference, their message on the fc site, hearing all their opinions, I can-t help but thinking that they just deserve the best of the best and if they feel like they need time to only for theirself, that's totally ok.
For some reason I saw it coming, their speeches during the tour were too deep to not wonder if something else was happening, but at the same time they kept telling us that Arashi was going to stick around for much more years and all that so I just let pass that feeling, but to see them anouncing this... I'm really sad.
I can't even listen to their music, and for me that's much cause I listen to music 24/7. I need more time to process this.
This news kind of destroys my dreams, I just have been a fan for 7 years but my love and respect for them has been so deep that this affects me more than spected. A lot of desicions that I've made until now with mt life has been because of them and now to see the reason of what I am today to just go like that.. I just can't. And to know that I won't be able to see them live even once... I'm dissapointed of myself as a fan.
They say they're not disbanding but I can't help but feeling that they are. Hope I'm wrong.
Of course wathever they do, I'll be here to support them. It's their lives and they deserve to live them like they want. What makes me more scared is that they grow appart with each other, I totally don't want that.
Hope thay can get married or something in this time xP
I'll be waiting.