...my life for HIM.
Greetings People of the Internet!
First off, I wanna share how FUCKING pissed off I am. I typed a rather lengthy entry, only to have it vanish into polluted air when I tried to post it!!! FUCK. I’m surprised my MacBook stayed intact from all the banging I did to the keyboard! I know it wasn’t the reason behind this flop, but most likely, it was the FUCKING VPN. Shady! And this isn’t the only time this has happened. However, I still have someone else to blame. Hello LJ, WHY do you do this to me?!? Why the FUCK would you deny my words of genius?!? 😅
Anyways, life moves on.
It has to… 🙏🏻
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I had an awesome class this afternoon! As it’s been the norm for many months, I teach my friend ADA’s son KALLEO every Sunday for 2 hours. Today, she invited a friend of hers and his son to join our class to listen in and consider me as their private English tutor. The son, TONY, was rather shy. Apparently because, I am the first FOREIGN English teacher he’s ever encountered! So, I was gentle and particularly friendly during the session. He performed modestly, not as marvelous as KALLEO. I emphasized the importance of pronunciation - as that is usually a concern for most Chinese speakers - so we did a few rounds of reading aloud and various phonetic exercises. The father seemed to enjoy himself, he didn’t excuse himself to smoke a cigarette on the balcony, as did TONY (I think). 😄 Now I wait in the shadows…if they’re willing to dish out 600Y/hour. Will they bite? Or not?
- STÉFAN, my handsome Han, and I are well. He continues to work and live in QianShan, an area of ZHUHAI that is literally opposite from us, TangJia. It would be too silly to commute everyday from our home to his bakery, so he’s opted to live in their company’s dormitory. It’s not a typical “dormitory" that you may imagine, it’s actually a very nice flat that the bakery owner has rented for their employees, one that has never seen occupants! Brand fucking NEW. It’s the Titanic’s maiden voyage! He lives with a few people, shares a spacious kitchen, gorgeous WCs, loads of fancy furniture, and even has his own room! Nice. YES I’m happy he’s working, doing what he loves best…and YES I’m happy he’s making money to support his family…but the fact that we live apart for days on end SUCKS. I signed on as a boyfriend to live and sleep together daily with the man of my dreams! But now he lives on the other side of town and I’m stuck being lonely, independent, and caring for our cats alone! COOKIES and CREAMY were my anniversary gift to him…and now I’m the sole caregiver of these bitchy, fur-shedding monsters! 😃 COOKIES and I have a fun/funny relationship, but his twin sister CREAMY probably wishes she could scratch my eyes out and push me over the balcony. Fun times! All in all, I love STÉFAN and would surrender my life for him… ❤️
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Well, let’s try to fuckin’ post this shit again. LJ!!! I’m gonna try AGAIN! Hello!?? It’s not exactly what I had earlier, but I’m too lazy to rehash all that I spit. 😀
Words. Meh.
j.