all this and maybe diane's boobs at 11...
SO today I worked in deli for the first time in about two weeks it was kind of strange but I guess it was good though that I didn't have to break my ass cleaning prepared foods. I'm also back to regular hours on sunday no more 12-14 hour days and such, I miss those paychecks, but I'm still getting by so I don't care that much.
Kim and I sort of had it out the other day she got mad cuz I was avoiding her... like she said a million times "I don't understand." What I was attempting to do is give myself some space so there wouldn't be weirdness between us which I explained to her a million times but she didn't want to accept that she called me every night and I wouldn't pick up or call back, she tryed to invite me to places to which I would decline saying I had alot to do or at least a valid excuse. She would say "do you think that if I give you your space, do you think that maybe we could get back together?" to which I would say no but in a very convoluted, roundabout way in order to spare her feelings. All of this eventually made her mad and she starting insulting me telling me I must be on drugs, and I'm just like every other asshole she's ever dated so I told her that we couldn't be friends and she didn't want to accept that either and so I walked away and she followed me saying "so what thats it, no more talking to each other, you're just gonna walk away every time I try to talk to you?" so I did...and she followed me again I then told her that I had alot of work to do, to which she replied "yeah I bet you do, you always do." then she stormed off in a huff. SO thats the end of that.
I think I'm gonna start singing at open mic nights again I might want to find so other venues to sing at other than the space. I also need to write more material, I have a whole ton of pent up emotion just itching to be put into a song!
The sox are out of it.....well next year!
Kim and I sort of had it out the other day she got mad cuz I was avoiding her... like she said a million times "I don't understand." What I was attempting to do is give myself some space so there wouldn't be weirdness between us which I explained to her a million times but she didn't want to accept that she called me every night and I wouldn't pick up or call back, she tryed to invite me to places to which I would decline saying I had alot to do or at least a valid excuse. She would say "do you think that if I give you your space, do you think that maybe we could get back together?" to which I would say no but in a very convoluted, roundabout way in order to spare her feelings. All of this eventually made her mad and she starting insulting me telling me I must be on drugs, and I'm just like every other asshole she's ever dated so I told her that we couldn't be friends and she didn't want to accept that either and so I walked away and she followed me saying "so what thats it, no more talking to each other, you're just gonna walk away every time I try to talk to you?" so I did...and she followed me again I then told her that I had alot of work to do, to which she replied "yeah I bet you do, you always do." then she stormed off in a huff. SO thats the end of that.
I think I'm gonna start singing at open mic nights again I might want to find so other venues to sing at other than the space. I also need to write more material, I have a whole ton of pent up emotion just itching to be put into a song!
The sox are out of it.....well next year!