Feb 21, 2006 22:54
i would apologize for not updating, but no one would forgive me. last week i had some mad decision to say what i want to say and when i want to say it. it worked for about twenty minutes before my mom looked at me with burning hate. today i said how i feel to someone and i just went, no holds barred. and it worked, i got a lot of stress off and i may be a little hurt, but the hurt will fade since i earned one of my only lifetime friends. my ipod broke. need a fucking new one. a biggg one. yeah. im not gonna talk about movies anymore unless someone asks me. i figured its the only thing i talk about and people must think im pretty one dimesional. i usually dont care, but id like to think im at least three dimensional. im gonna stop procrastinating, sooner or later. i did my working class hero for my project, and it was a hit. now im part of the theatre filmmakers group now that they respect my style. i spent the whole weekend locked at my dads. ive been working a lot. met a new girl. will ask her out soon. its nice to be in the run of things again. i have a weak case of laryngitis. so it gives me great pleasure to announce my scientific experiemtn to see if i cant talk for one whole day. i'll jsut use the inflammation as an excuse. yes. starting to think about future and im getting nowhere. but its ok. um. thats about it. um. please comment. with something! thanks. nick