Dec 07, 2005 15:50
i am never going to eat a fried oreo again. i feel like im gonna be sick. thespians was fun. lost shakespeare, but w.e. grades are slowly rising again, yay, and well, my social life is great. i can always find a flaw in everything though. do you ever feel like youre lying to someone when youre not doing anything? do you ever feel that really big fear creeping up your spine in the middle of the night, with nothing to protect you but a thin layer of blanket? i feel so weak. so...pathetic. now now, im not downing on anything and im moping around, im just talking. im happy right now, very happy, but stressed about things in an order that shouldnt be in my priorities. i dont know. im just rambling. my mind is deciding ethics and morals and balancing the two with rebellion and revolution. totally lost my train of thought. im gonna go watch something. yours, nick.