Life Goes On Bra
god it feels so great to be free of that musical. i dunno why but im still kinda, i dont know, upset about a lot. i just dont understand why i dont like the women i meet. i mean, do i have to wait until college to meet someone that i want? yeah, a college girl would be really nice. it would be even nicer if i could find someone in high school with, i dont know, the mental capacity higher than that of a large amphibian? i mean, seriously, why do i go on like this each and every day? i just keep whining and whining like a god damn bitch and i just dont have enough life in me to do something else. do i have to keep waiting? do i have to keep meandering around with a huge grin on my face when everyone around me knows what im thinking? do you think i like saying all this? abso-fucking-lutely i have stuff to be happy about. but there are always things to bring you down and i guess thats being ungrateful towards the others but what fucking ever. im not happy like this. i cant really be myself. so thats that. i'll try my best not to complain anymore. i will. some kid called me emo today. i called his mother a whore. im terrible. yours, nick. p.s. hp4....wooooooo, good stuff