People
you know what i noticed today? i don't have a best friend. i mean, i know i consider people my best friends. but i dont have a real best friend, someone who cares about me equally as much as i do said person. (i highly doubt anyone cares, but just dont get insulted, talk to me). i just feel really...alone. am..i...clingy? do i separate myself from my friends? i see it like this, everyone is paired with one person. these two are best friends for however long. in a group, im included, but in pairs, im totally alone. even other people who arent paired, wont be with me. im not talking about boys and girls here. its like i need a hetero life partner. not forever. for a while though. anyone who comments me saying "who do you see me with?" i can answer instanteously. either you have a partner or youre alone. but, seriously, im not depressed, im really quite happy. i just noticed it. and, if anyone seriously considers me a best friend (just for clarification, one best best best friend. i know i have oodles of good friends, great friends, awesome friends.) so...yeah. if anyone gets mad, highly doubtful but this is an lj, talk to me. later, nick.