Sure Thing
im really starting to think im the most pessimistic person i know. does that get annoying to anyone? before i go on a spiel about how pathetic im being right now, i'll explain my long weekend. friday was spent with my dad and we celebrated my bday, and it was really fun. saturday was driving to orlando with mark, clay, and dezi. that was awesome! that night we went to hhn, which was not as good as i hoped it would be. but it was still ok. waffle house, rocks. so much. came here sunday, my birthday, went to bn, did my scene, and went to chinese with annie, momma heath, ana, and angela. that was incredibly fun. then me, annie, and ana rented the sure thing and watched it at annies. had to leave, which sucked. but still...had a shit load of fun. yesterday, got grounded. stayed in, snuck out, saw a movie,(awesome one, history of violence), and hung with drew and clay, which was awesome. today my family blew up and here i am. so anyways. on to the loneliness. watched beetlejuice and felt nostalgic. watched this crazy korean movie. i still cant get sure thing out of my head though. tell me, ladies, is spontaneity really the key? i have seen this girl, and shes a dream to look at. but i dont even know her name. should i be spontaneous and make up something on the spot, hoping she would think its romantic? or should i take the road of friendship and being a friend of a friend. that sounds gay, i just need help. i desperately need someone to spoon. i was just laying in my room trying to sleep when my ipod was on shuffle and it played yellow (which is a love song), and such great heights, the iron and wine version(total spoon song). what am i gonna do? so i thought i would take the usual glass of water and an oreo and ralph all my woes into this. please dont look at my lonely face and think its just another entry. im not asking for pity, im not asking for a pat on the back. im asking for advice and for understanding. any advice will be greatly appreciated. thank you and good night, nick.