cant handle life n e more
have you ever gotten to the point in your life where you are going insane. i am. i just cant handle this n e more. i sit in my fucking classes and just want to stab myself in the head. and when i am in my dorm room i just want to bash my face into the wall. i also get very frustrated with people right now and wanna beat the shit out of a few. i def blame my parents for forcing me to come to this school. i wanted to just go to nccc and then move on from there but my father wouldnt let me and made me come here. i admit i still hated life before here but this place just has a way of making you want to blow your fucking brains all over your ceiling. it just adds to my problems in life. i am almost hoping i fail out of here just so i dont have to come back. but i know that will just start a huge fucking problem in my house. i am really not in a good mood right now. i aint talkin online either cuz i dont wanna. if u wanna call and cheer me up u know my cell number. if not i am just gonna sit here and be miserable.