2002 spelled backwards is still....2002....
Well, it's another year. Dang, this is like the first time that I was been so oblivious to the holidays. Usually I react more to them, but this year they have made me feel kinda depressed. I'm glad they have come and gone. Now I sit here and think about the last year or so, what I did and felt. What I wish I did and wish I felt. Thinking about the people who have had the biggest effect on my over the last year. Good or bad effect. Part of me wishing that I could have done something to prevent certain things with friends. Hmmm, I think I'll just go through and recollect(spelling?) on the past year....
* I have had lots of fun with theatre so far this year, and some pretty good luck starting with The Birthday Party and The Mousetrap and The Dining Room. I look forward to my last semester of theatre at PC.
*I have made some really great friends, and become closer to older ones. Michelle, I feel so happy to have become better friends with her. She has helped me see and think differently in so many ways. I am very lucky to have her around as much as I do. Ben, there is no one that I have become friends with faster than him. In the course of two months we became inseperable. Thinking and feeling so alike, it was scary at times. I tell you, if he wasn't gay, I would steal him in a second. And Gavin, the guy who has been there for that last 5 years for everything. I just hope he knows how much he is loved, not just by me, but by so many others. It's friends like these that make everyday of the year a happy one.
* And how can I mention friends without mentioning my sister. The ultimate friend. We may have a few things not in common, but we even suprise ourselves with just how much we do have in common. We may fight sometimes and wish each other would just "move out", but I would be really lonely without her.
* Along with making friends, I have lost friends. I'm sad to say that my friendship with Matt Dieckman is dissolving rapidly. I have reasons of my own to be mad at him, but it dosen't change that fact that it makes me sad. I really cared for him, much more than he will know and probably much more than I should have. I hope the best for him.
* I can say at the moment that I have really good relationships with my parents and I hope that it will last. Let's see how long I can go before I do something or DON'T do something to fuck it up.
Well, enough with the past. I had a good time New Years Eve. Got a little drunk with some good friends of mine. Hooray for Schmirnoff(that's for you Gav)!! Two or three of them actually. Michelle cut my hair, and I like it. Just have to figure out what to do with it! We watched fireworks and played PS2. Gavin, Ashley, Chad, Michelle, Audrey and I. Plus Ben and Jeff stopped by which made me very happy. I got to give him a new years hug and kiss. I hope they had fun too. It was all good fun. Now back to everyday life...sigh of relief...
* I have had lots of fun with theatre so far this year, and some pretty good luck starting with The Birthday Party and The Mousetrap and The Dining Room. I look forward to my last semester of theatre at PC.
*I have made some really great friends, and become closer to older ones. Michelle, I feel so happy to have become better friends with her. She has helped me see and think differently in so many ways. I am very lucky to have her around as much as I do. Ben, there is no one that I have become friends with faster than him. In the course of two months we became inseperable. Thinking and feeling so alike, it was scary at times. I tell you, if he wasn't gay, I would steal him in a second. And Gavin, the guy who has been there for that last 5 years for everything. I just hope he knows how much he is loved, not just by me, but by so many others. It's friends like these that make everyday of the year a happy one.
* And how can I mention friends without mentioning my sister. The ultimate friend. We may have a few things not in common, but we even suprise ourselves with just how much we do have in common. We may fight sometimes and wish each other would just "move out", but I would be really lonely without her.
* Along with making friends, I have lost friends. I'm sad to say that my friendship with Matt Dieckman is dissolving rapidly. I have reasons of my own to be mad at him, but it dosen't change that fact that it makes me sad. I really cared for him, much more than he will know and probably much more than I should have. I hope the best for him.
* I can say at the moment that I have really good relationships with my parents and I hope that it will last. Let's see how long I can go before I do something or DON'T do something to fuck it up.
Well, enough with the past. I had a good time New Years Eve. Got a little drunk with some good friends of mine. Hooray for Schmirnoff(that's for you Gav)!! Two or three of them actually. Michelle cut my hair, and I like it. Just have to figure out what to do with it! We watched fireworks and played PS2. Gavin, Ashley, Chad, Michelle, Audrey and I. Plus Ben and Jeff stopped by which made me very happy. I got to give him a new years hug and kiss. I hope they had fun too. It was all good fun. Now back to everyday life...sigh of relief...