goooooood morning!
hey people! well, i haven't been to sleep yet. i guess if i stay up long enough today then i'll sleep all the way to memphis! :) ugh i'm so confused about so many things. i talked to *him* again last night. and he keeps saying that he cares about me and everything, so i guess there's really only one thing standing in the way of the two of us being together. the strange part is that thursday when we went to eat lunch at carino's, it just felt so right. holding his hand, and hugging him. ya know? i mean i haven't felt like this since june of 2001. but let's not go there. i talked to mrs. billie the other night. i had no idea that jody was in rehab. she says that he's doing really well though. thank goodness. i was so worried about him for so long. and i just really hope that he's doing better. i can't wait to see him when he gets home. :) i love my jody so much. no matter what has happened, we've been BEST friends ever since we were 10 years old. it's so hard to believe that. he's been there for me through everything! i miss him soooo much. but anyway, back to *ol'e dude*. i'm so crazy about him. i mean i keep trying to make it go away, and there's just something about him. i cannot explain it at all. but i knew from the moment i met him that i was supposed to be with him. he's just perfect. okay so he's not perfect. but he's about as close as you can get. with the exception of being caught in limbo with the relationship stuff, i really have a pretty damn good life. i mean my mom is doing so much better, my mammaw removed the stick from her ass, i have the greatest friends in the world, and i finally got a job! :) if things get any better, i'm gonna need plastic surgery to remove the smile from my face! :) *hehe* anyway, i guess i'm gonna get off here. i've got A LOT to do today! but i just wanna tell my girls that I LOVE YOU very, very much!! *e-dawg, jaydizzle, & bojanna - the three stooges* WHAT? :) i love y'all! *peace*