*It's been a while...*

[jonannamichelle]

Maaaaan! I'm about sick and tired of people saying shit about what I write in my journal! I deleted my last 4 entries because I had *UN-NAMED* people gripin' about crap! Ugh, I swear! If you don't like it, then don't read it!!!!!!!! Got it? JESUS! ANYWAYS, It's been a long while since I've written! I've basically been doing two things, partying and shopping! LoL! I sooooo love my girls! Ahhhh, I cannot believe Amber Dawn is getting married this week! AND moving to North Dakota! Awww, I'm gonna miss her so much!! I'm so glad that she and I became friends. It just pisses me off that we spent so much time hating each other! Well, not hating, but bitching at each other! LoL! Her and Casey are so grrrrreat! It's wonderful to have such amazing friends. But I'll tell ya, when you deal with the kinda shit that we've all been dealing with lately, then it's real easy to tell who your TRUE friends are. I guess my problem is that I still haven't realized that you can't save everyone. It's not my job to worry about everyone else's life. I guess I've just always wanted everyone around me to be happy. Even if that meant me being miserable. And it's a great attribute to have, but it's inevidbly my downfall. Because people wind up walking all over me! Like certain *UN-NAMED* people! Uggggggh! ANYWAYS, Ahhhh I'm so ready for Erin's birthday. Well, actually I'm ready for April 9th! That's the weekend we're going to celebrate Erin's b-day! Me, Erin, Jay, & Mindy are gonna head to Hot Springs and to go Magic Springs for the weekend. We'd go on the weekend of her birthday, but guess what.. they don't open til' April 9th! :) Anywaaay, Clint and I are officially over. Yea yea yea, I've said that like 823,482,792,732.98 times, but I'm serious. There's just wayyyyy too much bullshit to deal with where he's concerned. Soooo anyway, Jo is single again. It's cool though because now I can go back to the way I used to be which is totally in love with the one person that I know I'm meant to be with. Too bad we don't even speak! I swear, ever since I met him, I've known that he was the one person that I would love for the rest of my life. No matter who else I meet, marry, or love. I will always love him! Ugggggh! Anyway.. I'm out! It's 5:00 am and I'm tired as all hell! Not to mention the fact that Erin and I are going at 9:00 to get pedicures! Aahhhh! And I need to go to the mall and exchange my new shoes. Erin and I went shopping last week and got the CUTEST heels at Warrens. She got brown and pink. And I got deep red, caramel brown, and black! They're pointy, and they're soooo cute! Anyway I got a size 9 when I should've gotten a 10! Ahhh well, I"ll take em' back in the morning. I'm gone dudes...I'll write later!
I love you..
Joanna Michelle