I can make a mess like no one else.
Its been a while since I've posted something on here. Its taken something as serious as tonight to make me feel the need to. I said something to someone very special to me tonight that I didn't even mean or even want to happen.
The past few months of my life have been nothing less than amazing thanks to the most amazing girlfriend I've ever had. All of our time spent together and the moments shared almost came to an end tonight when I asked a stupid question. Even hours after everything happened I still can't but help feeling sick. There's no one I hold more dear other than my family of course than brystle garvin. She's helped me become a better person in so many ways and I owe her so much thanks.
For me to make her even question our relationship tonight was probably the dumbest thing I've ever done in my life. Instantly after everything happened I couldn't help, but cry my eyes out. The thought of not having her in my life is more than I can handle.
I know I truely do love her though and that's probably the only thing im sure of these days. I hope she can forgive me and love me in return.
Jon
The past few months of my life have been nothing less than amazing thanks to the most amazing girlfriend I've ever had. All of our time spent together and the moments shared almost came to an end tonight when I asked a stupid question. Even hours after everything happened I still can't but help feeling sick. There's no one I hold more dear other than my family of course than brystle garvin. She's helped me become a better person in so many ways and I owe her so much thanks.
For me to make her even question our relationship tonight was probably the dumbest thing I've ever done in my life. Instantly after everything happened I couldn't help, but cry my eyes out. The thought of not having her in my life is more than I can handle.
I know I truely do love her though and that's probably the only thing im sure of these days. I hope she can forgive me and love me in return.
Jon