Mar 19, 2009 21:26
So im sitting at home alone right now. Actually im outside on the balcony. I can't help but feel like shit. Im in the process of moving so there are no tv's or computer's in the house. There aren't even any lights really.
When thinking about the reasons why we moved into this house in the first place it seemed like a great idea, but then rick passed away. It didn't really affect me right away, but every now and again when im reminded of him I do miss him. We weren't that close because I was never really home, but he was the closest thing to a dad I had growing up.
I really hope that moving back into our old house makes things better for all of my family. We've all been through I rough time ever since it happened. With his family giving us a hard time, being low on money, and just the fact of him not being around anymore.
I probably could ramble on for a while about this on here, but I think im going to try to cheer up or something.