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I feel bad that there were two S Club 8'ers around and I didn't pay very much attention to them. Now they're both gone and I feel bad.
I work seven days a week with a holiday coming up in November. I'll either go somewhere for it, like Barcelona, or I'll stay in the west end and get bladdered every night. Either one would be good but the second one would be too much like what I do right now. Speaking of things that aren't good for you, Ville would be amused to know I'm up to 20 fags a day now. My throat burns occasionally after a hard night but otherwise I have some tea with honey in it and no one's any the wiser. I lead a mad little boring existence.
My favourite place to go now has a guy who works there who does local theatre and also mixes drinks faster than anyone I've ever met. He's got a tattoo around his belly button and an orange tongue piercing. He gets inspired in the midst of it and leans over the bar and kisses me. If you were me you'd go there too. He asks me to help find him auditions and introduce him to important people and I just.. don't care. How bad is that? Everyone in the entire world is just trying to get ahead.. even me.. and I can't feel any compassion for people anymore. I didn't get any free rides regardless of what some people would tell you.. no one gave me a piggyback ride and it's satisfying to watch other people kick and claw and fight their way up. If you haven't worked 16 hour days then you don't deserve to be famous.
I have a new screen name. It's I Be Jon Lee. I don't really know anyone on AIM anymore but there it is anyway. I just sort of sit there when I sign on. Comment with your name and I'll IM you next time I'm sitting there downloading MP3s and staring at a blank box.
I work seven days a week with a holiday coming up in November. I'll either go somewhere for it, like Barcelona, or I'll stay in the west end and get bladdered every night. Either one would be good but the second one would be too much like what I do right now. Speaking of things that aren't good for you, Ville would be amused to know I'm up to 20 fags a day now. My throat burns occasionally after a hard night but otherwise I have some tea with honey in it and no one's any the wiser. I lead a mad little boring existence.
My favourite place to go now has a guy who works there who does local theatre and also mixes drinks faster than anyone I've ever met. He's got a tattoo around his belly button and an orange tongue piercing. He gets inspired in the midst of it and leans over the bar and kisses me. If you were me you'd go there too. He asks me to help find him auditions and introduce him to important people and I just.. don't care. How bad is that? Everyone in the entire world is just trying to get ahead.. even me.. and I can't feel any compassion for people anymore. I didn't get any free rides regardless of what some people would tell you.. no one gave me a piggyback ride and it's satisfying to watch other people kick and claw and fight their way up. If you haven't worked 16 hour days then you don't deserve to be famous.
I have a new screen name. It's I Be Jon Lee. I don't really know anyone on AIM anymore but there it is anyway. I just sort of sit there when I sign on. Comment with your name and I'll IM you next time I'm sitting there downloading MP3s and staring at a blank box.