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Well, they didn't like the performance, but they liked my jacket. I guess my style is beginning to come through after all this time of being clueless about what to wear. Not that I'm not having a lot of help right now doing that.
You know, I'm disappointed. I think when I did it with Elton there, I did the song pretty good but something happened when I got on stage, it just wasn't as great as before. I don't really know what's happened to me lately.
Before, I could go on stage and not be nervous, and just do what I had to do. But now, something's changed. I find myself on stage and the moment I open my mouth to sing I can feel the anxiety knot in my stomach and it stays there until well after the performance. I don't know what happened.
Maybe I do need voice lessons or maybe I just need to calm down. Either way, something has to be done if I really hope to stick around for another couple weeks, because right now things just aren't going so well in my field.
I don't know, some did great last night but I was really taken aback by George Huff's performance. Ha, he was great, I thought the best of the night. I'm going to get with him if I'm still here after tonight and have him swap dance moves with me, maybe it will help me bring up my game.
I'm not completely sure if I'll go tonight or stay. I do think the bottom 3 has my name already printed on Ryan's card but I'm not sure if I'm going out tonight or not. I guess I really wouldn't be surprised. And if I do, I can't complain. So far the journey has been memorable and an honor to have been a part of. What we've had the priveledge of seeing couldn't have been guessed, and I'm proud to have been a part of that, and everything we've done.
This is turning into a good-bye post already, so I need to stop and get my head straight before tonight. We have things that still need to be done. Good luck to all of you.
You know, I'm disappointed. I think when I did it with Elton there, I did the song pretty good but something happened when I got on stage, it just wasn't as great as before. I don't really know what's happened to me lately.
Before, I could go on stage and not be nervous, and just do what I had to do. But now, something's changed. I find myself on stage and the moment I open my mouth to sing I can feel the anxiety knot in my stomach and it stays there until well after the performance. I don't know what happened.
Maybe I do need voice lessons or maybe I just need to calm down. Either way, something has to be done if I really hope to stick around for another couple weeks, because right now things just aren't going so well in my field.
I don't know, some did great last night but I was really taken aback by George Huff's performance. Ha, he was great, I thought the best of the night. I'm going to get with him if I'm still here after tonight and have him swap dance moves with me, maybe it will help me bring up my game.
I'm not completely sure if I'll go tonight or stay. I do think the bottom 3 has my name already printed on Ryan's card but I'm not sure if I'm going out tonight or not. I guess I really wouldn't be surprised. And if I do, I can't complain. So far the journey has been memorable and an honor to have been a part of. What we've had the priveledge of seeing couldn't have been guessed, and I'm proud to have been a part of that, and everything we've done.
This is turning into a good-bye post already, so I need to stop and get my head straight before tonight. We have things that still need to be done. Good luck to all of you.