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man so christmas is coming up thats cool i like it plenty. this is hte first year i actually get to buy people presents because i never worked around christmas so i never had any money to except for my mom and grandparents i always managed to save money for them. but this year i am getting presents for everyone, prolly spending more than i can afford but oh well. i need to find something fun to do on new years so if anyone knows of any parties tell me cuz umm i wanna get fucked up and have a good time unlike last year. i cant believe another year has come and gone already. so many things happened this year. i feel that at the start of next year i am going to be a lot better of a person then i was at the start of this one. i had to face more than my share of problems and they have made me stronger. ive made tons of new friends. as well as build on another and make it a great friendship that will last forever. i learned what it is like to truly fall in love and then lose it. for as much as losing it hurt, nothing will beat that second of heartfelt bliss when nothing matters except the person in between your arms. the experience of that was enough to make for a good year. i lost a few friends over the year, and i really dont harbor bad wishes or evil intentions. ahhh so many memories, to many to name so im going to bed peace all and happy holidays