Aug 30, 2004 23:35
well then. i know that stef is my everything. there is nothing that makes me happier then when im with her. i think i take her for granted sometimes, i dont mean to its just so easy to take something that wonderful for granted. i mean you just get used to having someone who is always there for you. i do the same with my family. im sorry that i do it but when you dont have them there even if just for a few days you notice. i have never missed anyone more then i missed her the last few days. alot of ups and downs happened and she wasnt there. even this week we didnt see each other as much as usual and i sucked a lot. i love her like you wouldnt know and i hope she knows it.