i know i know
my mood was just the bitch last night before I went to shut my eyes, I might have disappointed you again for the millionth time, but you still stuck to me. When you met me and made your way to know me deeper, I put the impression to be stone-cold. I had a barrier that protected me from disappointments and painful things such as breaking my heart into pieces, but you took the time to take that barrier off me and just made me into this dependent, vulnerable girl. I had mood swings like shit, but when we started, it kind of have gotten better, but you just cannot take it away from me the little swings I get from time to time. I am sorry if I am usually like this, I think my mind is just really complicated. It works well sometimes, when I am happy, but sometimes, it just goes fucks up. I know only few guys in the world would stuck to me with this kind of attitude yet i'm thankful that I've found another one. I've been trying to change this negative side of me just for you, but I just don't want to be taken for granted when that changed has happened cos sometimes I think of the worst scenarios that can happen which could leave me crying and broken forever. I never wanted to be taken for granted, so just don't cos I just don't know what to do when I've given everything for you in a vulnerable, softie, broken state of mind.