Jun 10, 2006 13:09
if anyone has noticed, these livejournal entries now are very... how should i say it... emo!!! its so sad. summer's coming soon and everyone is down in the dumps.
but i have to say, i feel just as sad as you guys. so much drama, i hate my parents, fucking recitals coming up, ewww i hate my spanish teacher, my brother is a bitch, lame finals, but still, im ok
cause all this is going to end and we have so much fun to look forward too. and no matter how bad this is, just think about next year. haha yeah i don't think thats helping.
and if we're going to commit suicide now, what about next year, when we have Honors and AP classes, and our grades will probably be worse than now. what will we do then?? ok ill stop.
but you know, were very strong, and even though you think this is all you can take and that if you hear another bio term you'll go crazy, you can always do more. because if we're all going to go crazy before junior year, how come theres so many sane people walking around. they probably went through the same things, maybe even worse, and they made it with their minds intact.
so this is life, and it'll keep getting worse. yeah it may sound really bad, but this is really how we mature. in a year or two, we'll look back and we'll probably say, "wow i was a baby in sophomore year. crying about a stupid finals week." cause next year, we'll discover each more potential in us, but we'll uncover harder and more stressful times.
but that doesn't mean we're going to give up. right guys?
This is a great song:
Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Lean on me...
A random statement that has nothing to do with the philosophical things i said up there:
I really think that the late night convos helped me through this year. since im too busy to write in journals, and i don't talk to my parents anymore, its a great outlet to all the problems. sophomore slumps suck, but the junior guys (brian, kirk, kevin, i guess david now?)are sweet. =D i guess i was "leaning" on them. oOk laaaame.
ps. you know, its a good thing they don't use livejournal cause this is too mushy.