Dec 18, 2009 02:49
Ahhhh yes. Haven't had a good panic attack in a while. That was fun with the breathing and wanting to scream. Its not that I can't handle my shit- it's just that thinking about important issues for me = THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING OH GOD NEEDS TO BE HANDLED RIGHT THE FUCK NOW SUCH A MISERABLE FAILURE AT LIFE OH GOD OH GOD and that makes with the tunnel vision and wanting to toss my cookies.
On that note I am quickly sailing into "OH FOR FUCKS SAKE I HATE THE HOLIDAYS territory. I was singing a different tune not long ago but after having to shit Christmas spirit at work the past four weeks I think I'm past it.
A POSITIVE ASIDE; Left 4 Dead 2 is amazing fun and so is the Ghostbusters game for 360 oh godddd my childhooooooodddd. ;A; Both of these I was given for my birthday- as well as Prototype, but I have yet to try that out. Do want to though since we just got an Alex Mercer in Wake. :B fffff ffffffffffff
fml,
holidays,
christmas,
video gayems,
oh god