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I feel agitated, and that normally leads to me being able to write some long lj post where I can vent, but this time I can't think of anything to write. This scares me, is it because not much is going on with me right now? or have I just become so sedated that venting is a thing of the past? I guess this is kind of a vent, so let's just call this post a giant contridiction, kay?
I have all these ideas, but can't express them, I'm just stuck.
I'm worried about next year. I'm worried that I will fail this year and the last two years of my life were just a big waste of time. If I don't get into uni I really don't know what I'll do.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, what's wrong with me? this is not what I want to talk about. To be honest, I have no idea what I want to talk about. I guess I'm just another confused teen like everyone else is... there is always some sort of emotion running through my brain that I don't want to be there.
Oh woe is me.
I have all these ideas, but can't express them, I'm just stuck.
I'm worried about next year. I'm worried that I will fail this year and the last two years of my life were just a big waste of time. If I don't get into uni I really don't know what I'll do.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, what's wrong with me? this is not what I want to talk about. To be honest, I have no idea what I want to talk about. I guess I'm just another confused teen like everyone else is... there is always some sort of emotion running through my brain that I don't want to be there.
Oh woe is me.