Aug 05, 2005 00:36
i dont remember a thing. i completely blacked out. i want to say sorry to everyone. everyone i touched in a baad way. i dont remember any of it. i think im the biggest asshole in the world and if u really know me u must know im a good person and i didnt mean any of that shit i pulled on tuesday night. i dont blame u if u hate me. i just ask for everone to forgive me. im straight edge now. no more drugs. it really changes people. i didnt men anything i did. i could very well be dead or somthing right now. well if you helped me thanks alot. i mentally overdosed and i didnt know where i was. once again im saying sorry. if u want to give me forgivness your more than welcome too. i was just a different person that night. i dont know what the fuck came over me.