Jul 08, 2005 17:45
hey hey
i havnt updated in forever. im bored out of my mind. i was goin to go bowlin today but plans fell through at least for me.. i cant believe its alreadi july .. and a hurricane is alreadi comin, its not realli goin to hit us but its goin to be close. its suppose to come tomorrow.. we are suppose to get tropical storm winds ... and rain of course.. i dont think that im goin to go ice skatin not only because of the hurricane but i realli dont feel like goin .. for sum reason today i had this feelin that i dont want to hang out wit anyone or everyone and everyone/anyone dont want to hang out wit me.. i dont no its confusin .. i just feel like i realli dont have any friends at least it doesnt seem like it ...here i thought i had tons of friends but actions seem to bein speakin louder then words soo.. i dont no ??? but i hope i get over this phase i hope thats all that it is a phase ??? my mom comes bac tomorrow or tonite ??? so i cant wait to see her!! well i guess we will just have to wait and see wat happens.. wit everything!!
~meg
dont turn ur bac on me i wont be ignored
i have become so numb i can feel u there i have become so tired so much more aware
i wanna be more like me and be less like you
become soo numb