Jul 05, 2003 19:33
Put in my two week notice at the orange julius last sunday. Asked 'em today if I could stay till the end of the month. Thursday(?): way to much synthetic heroin, got sick. Swam across a lake. Friday: Slept 13 hours. Did laundry. I want to go see Jessi. Saturday: Crankity crank crank. Need to be active. Much energy at the moment. what time is it? I should go swimming. Wrote a song on the way home from the theater last night. Still working on it. I'll put down the lyrics. I need to be writing down these things I'm working on.
Two weeks ago( or so). My neat lil' song about american consumerism:
The only choice
The choice of the next generation.
Never put your life in the hands of a homosexual man
And we all scream out we need to breathe the comfort of luxury sedans.
Goddamn, Is your rebellion ford tough?
My friends, How can you still believe in punk?
when Tommy Hillfiger has a Line of Leather Bracelets?
And I'm proud to be an american.
One nation under a visa card God.
And I don't mind that middle class is an illusion,
As long as I get to be honest and work hard.
I am christian and stoic and serious!
I am a marketing tool and oblivious.
and I need a line of coke to stand up straight in the morning.
The solution is division be unique like everybody we can all fight the power if you all buy my album.
Misdirection
What the fuck did I say?
Misdirection, listen closely.
Lean into me
and know
I am not what is on
your(e) mind(mine)
Ok, next unfinished thing I started last night. I was feeling lonely, I wanted to express that. I like it:
I close my eyes, self-imposed oblivion
My four walls laugh, they're my friends
Sing a song by someone elses band
God I hope that I can do better than
This is my lesson for today.
Bastard, motherfucking bastard
God I hope to shake my masters
God I hope to find some answers
God I hope that I can do better than
This is my lesson for today.
Come on
Shoot me
Fuck me
and Lose me
Come on
Use me
Help me see that
I'm too moody for myself
This is your lesson today.
Those are my current songs I'm working on. Please, give your opinions.
Bye journal junkies