In the Great Below.
staring at the sea
will she come?
is there hope for me
after all is said and done
anything at any price
all of this for you
all the spoils of a wasted life
all of this for you
all the world has closed her eyes
tired faith all worn and thin
for all we could have done
and all that could have been
ocean pulls me close
and whispers in my ear
the destiny i've chose
all becoming clear
the currents have their say
the time is drawing near
washes me away
makes me disappear
and i descend from grace
in arms of undertow
i will take my place
in the great below
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
even so far away
even so far away
even so far away
so far away
gaaah...deep thoughts today. Sad, and happy at the same time...i guess i never really REALLY escape this sadness. That's okay though. I just feel so neutral and mellow today, wish i was on something. Sometimes i wonder what it'd be like to be a druggy for a year, then throw myself in rehab and come out of it....just to have a story, but alas, contrary to popular belief, i'm not a complete moron. I think i just rather not be in this reality anymore, so i'll dream.... I'll dream good dreams for once though. I'm lonely tonight....missing kelley. I think i'm gonna go have a clove and recite poetry to the stars....oh, i'm so gothic.
will she come?
is there hope for me
after all is said and done
anything at any price
all of this for you
all the spoils of a wasted life
all of this for you
all the world has closed her eyes
tired faith all worn and thin
for all we could have done
and all that could have been
ocean pulls me close
and whispers in my ear
the destiny i've chose
all becoming clear
the currents have their say
the time is drawing near
washes me away
makes me disappear
and i descend from grace
in arms of undertow
i will take my place
in the great below
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
i can still feel you
even so far away
even so far away
even so far away
even so far away
so far away
gaaah...deep thoughts today. Sad, and happy at the same time...i guess i never really REALLY escape this sadness. That's okay though. I just feel so neutral and mellow today, wish i was on something. Sometimes i wonder what it'd be like to be a druggy for a year, then throw myself in rehab and come out of it....just to have a story, but alas, contrary to popular belief, i'm not a complete moron. I think i just rather not be in this reality anymore, so i'll dream.... I'll dream good dreams for once though. I'm lonely tonight....missing kelley. I think i'm gonna go have a clove and recite poetry to the stars....oh, i'm so gothic.