Hi, I stumbled accross your journal. I dont know, for some reason I dont want to say who I am...because you probably wouldnt know anyway.... but, yeah, I knew Ed...Vince...they were my friends...it hurts so bad. I don't want to make you sad...I'm sorry. But what you said, about how it seems a lot of people are dying lately....it does...you never realize until it surrounds you. I look at life so differently now...its not life at all...its not living, its surviving. How can people be sad and cry and ask why when an elderly person passes? it makes me so mad...they survived, they lived...they were able to have things most others will never be able to see. why not rejoice?...its bullshit I dont know....I shouldnt even let you read this. I like your idea of a funeral. Everyone deserves to be remembered for who they were. I'm sorry, I'm a fool.
I dont think you're a fool...friends of ed are friends of mine, i mean, how else am i to keep him alive? I wouldnt mind knowing who you are, and since you know who i am, i dont see why we should hide that....i'm not a superficial person, not anymore anyways, and i'm not going to judge you on how you feel. It is horrible what happened, and i still cant believe it...i'm sorry for your loss as well, he wasnt just kelley's and he wasnt just mine, he was all of ours, and i would hope that you know my arms are open...life is too short to be offended over something like that. Feel free to talk to me, i respect that you dont want me to know who you are, but i wouldnt mind.....especially if you already know me from school or something, it'd be nice to have someone to talk to. And if you dont, i'm sure i wouldnt mind a new friend....could never have enough of those.....just keep a sharpie handy.
Hi, its not that I didn't want you to know or didnt want to offend you... I didn't want to hurt you... because I get so hurt when I think about it or people talk about it.... I was in a bad state of mind the other night when I wrote that, and that's why I kept apologizing.. it does though, it still hurts so bad. and I totally understand...
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No dying please, thanks.
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but, yeah, I knew Ed...Vince...they were my friends...it hurts so bad.
I don't want to make you sad...I'm sorry.
But what you said, about how it seems a lot of people are dying lately....it does...you never realize until
it surrounds you. I look at life so differently now...its not life at all...its not living, its surviving.
How can people be sad and cry and ask why when an elderly person passes?
it makes me so mad...they survived, they lived...they were able to have things most others will never be able to see.
why not rejoice?...its bullshit
I dont know....I shouldnt even let you read this.
I like your idea of a funeral. Everyone deserves to be remembered for who they were.
I'm sorry, I'm a fool.
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I didn't want to hurt you...
because I get so hurt when I think about it or people talk about it....
I was in a bad state of mind the other night when I wrote that, and that's why I kept apologizing..
it does though, it still hurts so bad.
and I totally understand...
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mija_macabre@hotmail.com
dont be a stranger.
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