Apr 17, 2006 00:45
Ahhh...
I hate teenage drama, but isn't it ironic that I can't stop myself talking about it or resist hearing it?
Gossip is totally not the thing that high school students need right now
I hope there isn't so much going on at school so I can concentrate on my school work
But then again, I only have myself to blame for being so....inconsistent with myself
Wish I could find some space of my own so I can do what I really want to do: interior design, architecture, helping people, traveling, running naked in the rain (yea, I don't like it when my clothes get wet....without anybody around, of course -.-), riding a horse, and just being me...
DOesn't look like they're gonna happen tho, life is life and it can't be helped. It's just that one day, I wish I could get out of this world for awhile and not worry about what score I got on my SATs, what I extracurricular activities I have to do to impress the colleges, what grade I have to get on the test in order to get an A in a class, what I should wear so people won't stare at me like i'm completely out of my mind, and most of all, what kind of person I should be in order to live up to everybody else's standard, not mine!
Okay, this is a totally pathetic post...
People usually act more sentimentally at night I suppose...