hmm...
well i haven't updated this thing for like 20 days or something of that sort. well im still dating ricky and he is awesome. its kind of like a dream. ive liked him for a long time on and off (more on then off) and i always had a feeling that he liked me back but never knew for sure. and then over summer break we kind of talked and it was kind of obvious (thats not the right spelling but i dont care) so i just said is this harmless flirting or is it going to go somewhere and here i am almost 3 months later still with him. hes already the guy i have dated the longest and i hope it lasts for a long time. but its going to hard if we are still together when i go away to college but people do it so it shouldnt be that hard. right..? oh well. im not going to worry about that now. he wants me to go with him to cocoa beach this winter break but i KNOW my parents wont let me (1) because its christmas time (2) i have to get my wisdom teeth out (3) its my 18 birthday and (4) they dont know his mom. so yea.. it wont be happening. even though it would be totally awesome. ill be 18 in 2 months and 29 or 30 days. YIPEE!! then i can go clubing. jonah said that when i turn 18 hes going to take me clubing and i cant do anything about it. hee hee. we'll see about that. what else... oh yea. band is ok. its not the best but its better then sitting on my ass or is it? actually its starting to be a waste of time. for instance today i didnt do jack shit. i sat there for the entire practice doing NOTHING. yes nothing. its soooo frustrating. but whatever i cant do anything about it. i need to get a job. i think im going to go job hunting on sunday. maybe not. i cant decide. i really cant work until nov 1st or so. and thats because of marching band. go band. NOT! ok well enough of me complaining. i dont think i have anything else to say. so i guess ill go watch the presidental debate.
sam
sam