gossip
why do people gossip? i have asked myself this many times since there was a rumor started about me a week or so ago. i mean do people, manly adults, have nothing better to do than talk about children. i mean if it was kids i wouldnt have that much a problem with it because i could just beat the shit outta them (not really but i like to think i could), but with adults you cant do that. i mean you cant even really stand up to them. well i guess you could but its looked down upon. i would think high school kids would spread rumors not adults that have teenagers. exspecailly adults that believe in God. I mean isnt it in the bible for people NOT to gossip. Is it not looked down upon to talk about others. And on top of it all some of the parents are now telling their children that they are not allowed to ever hang out with me.
the rumore has spread throughout my entire church. most if not all of the adults that have teens my age know about it. and instead of calling and asking they just pass it on. now my mom is talking about changing churches. i told her that the family could change churchs but i'm not going to no matter what. i have gone to that church for almost 5 years now. a lot of my friends are there. and thats really the only time i get to see my friends who went away to college. and when i was fighting with my parents it was somewhere i could go to and people would talk to me and help me. its horrible when something that you can call home is totally destroyed not pyshically but mentally.
i just cant take it anymore. i just cant talk to a blank computer screen and my parents dont seem to listen. and my brother thinks that im making a big deal out of it when im really not. i mean i havent told anyone that doesnt go to my church well except my cousin but she lives in wisconsin and really didnt care. i just wish people would ask before they spread something they heard.
by now your probably wondering what the rumor was. well it really doesnt matter what it was but if you really worried you can ask me in person or on the phone or what not.
im going to go mess with something... maybe a knife or a lighter
the rumore has spread throughout my entire church. most if not all of the adults that have teens my age know about it. and instead of calling and asking they just pass it on. now my mom is talking about changing churches. i told her that the family could change churchs but i'm not going to no matter what. i have gone to that church for almost 5 years now. a lot of my friends are there. and thats really the only time i get to see my friends who went away to college. and when i was fighting with my parents it was somewhere i could go to and people would talk to me and help me. its horrible when something that you can call home is totally destroyed not pyshically but mentally.
i just cant take it anymore. i just cant talk to a blank computer screen and my parents dont seem to listen. and my brother thinks that im making a big deal out of it when im really not. i mean i havent told anyone that doesnt go to my church well except my cousin but she lives in wisconsin and really didnt care. i just wish people would ask before they spread something they heard.
by now your probably wondering what the rumor was. well it really doesnt matter what it was but if you really worried you can ask me in person or on the phone or what not.
im going to go mess with something... maybe a knife or a lighter