I am nothing of a builder, but here I dreamt I was an architect.
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I made a 43 Things account because I am lame, addicted to the Internet, and feel the need for some sort of order in my life. I made a list of 100 things that make me happy, besides money (because I never have it, pretty much), and I didn't include all my friends by name, or every band I love, or every movie/actor/actress I'm obsessed with... and still made it to 100. I've decided to get back into Buddhism a little, and try to bring myself back to the way I felt spring of 11th grade, with James and Terry and oranges and creative writing and peace.
Tomorrow / today I must continue my ever-lasting job hunt... I guess I will end up as a waitress or bus person or something. I'm not sure I could handle waiting, but I might as well try now. The only issue would be my (soon to be plural!!!) facial piercing. Sooo maybe Hard Rock? It's far away, and apparently it sucks now, but it'll have to do if it's the only place that'll allow it. I don't knooooowwww.
I feel a bit more in control now. It's nice. I feel like... less of a failure. Or something. More worthwhile. Less useless. Even though nothing has changed, really. Now if only something WOULD change.
I made a 43 Things account because I am lame, addicted to the Internet, and feel the need for some sort of order in my life. I made a list of 100 things that make me happy, besides money (because I never have it, pretty much), and I didn't include all my friends by name, or every band I love, or every movie/actor/actress I'm obsessed with... and still made it to 100. I've decided to get back into Buddhism a little, and try to bring myself back to the way I felt spring of 11th grade, with James and Terry and oranges and creative writing and peace.
Tomorrow / today I must continue my ever-lasting job hunt... I guess I will end up as a waitress or bus person or something. I'm not sure I could handle waiting, but I might as well try now. The only issue would be my (soon to be plural!!!) facial piercing. Sooo maybe Hard Rock? It's far away, and apparently it sucks now, but it'll have to do if it's the only place that'll allow it. I don't knooooowwww.
I feel a bit more in control now. It's nice. I feel like... less of a failure. Or something. More worthwhile. Less useless. Even though nothing has changed, really. Now if only something WOULD change.