What is my life.
So I actually got to hang out with Aeron last night! O_O It was crazysauce. He just texted me randomly and was like "wanna go see Last House on the Left tonight?" and I was like "Uh, you're in town?!" We didn't get to see it because he wasn't allowed to leave his house, seeing as how he got ARRESTED IN TEXAS FOR HAVING MUSHROOMS IN HIS CAR, and I guess his parents were upset. >_> He disappoints me. But he said he's going to change, so... fingers crossed.
I'm 98% sure that my wisdom tooth socket is infected. It's been 4 days and it still hurts like a mofo. It tastes horrible and feels really painful and swollen and it suuucks. :( I don't like it. I'm calling the dentist tomorrow and seeing what can be done.
OH HEY TOTALLY RANDOM AND REALLY REALLY PERSONAL, but it's been six months since I used any sort of product during my girly time. :D I haven't used tampons or pads in six months. I just use rags, old-school-like. ^_^ I feel all protesty and DIY-y and angry-feminist-y. It's cool. AND NOW YOU ALL KNOW WHICH IS WEIRD FOR ME BUT WHATEVS, MAYBE I'M GROWING.
James and I watched Milk tonight, and it was basically awesome. It made me mad, of course, and I'm writing a long rambly ranty thing, hoping something cool will come out of it. I haven't written much in a while, and it feels good to be writing something politicalish. I just feel silly because I don't exactly know what I'm talking about all the time. ^_^ But it's fun.
It's really cool that I have Cat and Britt in my life now, because they're into the same sorts of things I am, and they just get me really well. And I'm really glad Bridget's sticking around for the summer before journeying off to NYC to be famous. We're working on a zine, which is something I've wanted to do for a while but never got around to. I'm excited. It makes me feel like I'm doing something other than work and school. I'm making something happen. And Cat and Britt are really helpful in pushing me to actually do things I just talk about and want to do. Cat's helping me exercise and eat better, and Britt is into Wicca, which is cool. They're sort of political too, like me, they're opinionated but not necessarily really educated about everything, so when we have discussions they're actually discussions. We're expressing our opinions, not trying to drown each other in facts and prove we're right. It's refreshing to have a conversation that both challenges me and lets me be the teacher. I love them.
Also, I really love James. He's pretty much the perfect boyfriend. He is so lovely and sweet and caring. <3 I really feel like we're a good fit, and I don't want to outgrow him. I don't want to leave him behind. I want to get him excited about something and make him want to move his life forward, but I want to stay in it. He's been a good thing for me, and over the past year and a half I've really grown up a lot, mostly thanks to him. James is all I want right now, and I really hope that won't change. I look to my future and see all kinds of things, constantly changing, but he is the one constant that I can always picture. <3 I love him.
Other than all that... I feel pretty terrible.
Yeah, I'm not going to class tomorrow. -_-
I'm 98% sure that my wisdom tooth socket is infected. It's been 4 days and it still hurts like a mofo. It tastes horrible and feels really painful and swollen and it suuucks. :( I don't like it. I'm calling the dentist tomorrow and seeing what can be done.
OH HEY TOTALLY RANDOM AND REALLY REALLY PERSONAL, but it's been six months since I used any sort of product during my girly time. :D I haven't used tampons or pads in six months. I just use rags, old-school-like. ^_^ I feel all protesty and DIY-y and angry-feminist-y. It's cool. AND NOW YOU ALL KNOW WHICH IS WEIRD FOR ME BUT WHATEVS, MAYBE I'M GROWING.
James and I watched Milk tonight, and it was basically awesome. It made me mad, of course, and I'm writing a long rambly ranty thing, hoping something cool will come out of it. I haven't written much in a while, and it feels good to be writing something politicalish. I just feel silly because I don't exactly know what I'm talking about all the time. ^_^ But it's fun.
It's really cool that I have Cat and Britt in my life now, because they're into the same sorts of things I am, and they just get me really well. And I'm really glad Bridget's sticking around for the summer before journeying off to NYC to be famous. We're working on a zine, which is something I've wanted to do for a while but never got around to. I'm excited. It makes me feel like I'm doing something other than work and school. I'm making something happen. And Cat and Britt are really helpful in pushing me to actually do things I just talk about and want to do. Cat's helping me exercise and eat better, and Britt is into Wicca, which is cool. They're sort of political too, like me, they're opinionated but not necessarily really educated about everything, so when we have discussions they're actually discussions. We're expressing our opinions, not trying to drown each other in facts and prove we're right. It's refreshing to have a conversation that both challenges me and lets me be the teacher. I love them.
Also, I really love James. He's pretty much the perfect boyfriend. He is so lovely and sweet and caring. <3 I really feel like we're a good fit, and I don't want to outgrow him. I don't want to leave him behind. I want to get him excited about something and make him want to move his life forward, but I want to stay in it. He's been a good thing for me, and over the past year and a half I've really grown up a lot, mostly thanks to him. James is all I want right now, and I really hope that won't change. I look to my future and see all kinds of things, constantly changing, but he is the one constant that I can always picture. <3 I love him.
Other than all that... I feel pretty terrible.
Yeah, I'm not going to class tomorrow. -_-