I want out.
Baahhh. Life, man.
Still in Charlotte, but leaving tomorrow. I have an interview at Hard Rock tomorrow night.... keep your fingers crossed, guys. O_o I need all the luck I can get.
Today Kelly and I watched Say Anything, Little Black Book, and How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days. It was good times. ^_^ Chick flicks ftw. And a few nights ago we all watched Love Actually, and you were all right - I totally loved it. Oh my god, it was so adorable. ^_^ What a good movie, seriously.
Yesterday we rode the train and stuff and sorta went shopping... I found eyeliner. ORANGE. EYELINER. It might not be quite the shade I'd envisioned, but it's still orange eyeliner. XD Aweeesoooommme. And it was Ron Weasley's 28th birthday yesterday!! We made butterbeer to celebrate.
I dyed my hair today. It's sort of orangey pinkish red. It's AMAZING. I love it.
I've been really down and moody and bitchy lately, and accidentally took it out on James. Which sucks. 'Cause he doesn't deserve that. All he ever does is try to help me and make me happy and I just keep dumping stuff on him. I suck, and I'm a terrible girlfriend. I really really hope I don't drive him away because he is the most amazing thing in the world and I love him more than I even knew was possible. I just want this depression to go away so that I can focus on being the happiest I've ever been.
I really think I need a therapist... too bad I will never be able to afford it.
Sigh. I miss James. I can't wait to see him tomorrow. <3
Still in Charlotte, but leaving tomorrow. I have an interview at Hard Rock tomorrow night.... keep your fingers crossed, guys. O_o I need all the luck I can get.
Today Kelly and I watched Say Anything, Little Black Book, and How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days. It was good times. ^_^ Chick flicks ftw. And a few nights ago we all watched Love Actually, and you were all right - I totally loved it. Oh my god, it was so adorable. ^_^ What a good movie, seriously.
Yesterday we rode the train and stuff and sorta went shopping... I found eyeliner. ORANGE. EYELINER. It might not be quite the shade I'd envisioned, but it's still orange eyeliner. XD Aweeesoooommme. And it was Ron Weasley's 28th birthday yesterday!! We made butterbeer to celebrate.
I dyed my hair today. It's sort of orangey pinkish red. It's AMAZING. I love it.
I've been really down and moody and bitchy lately, and accidentally took it out on James. Which sucks. 'Cause he doesn't deserve that. All he ever does is try to help me and make me happy and I just keep dumping stuff on him. I suck, and I'm a terrible girlfriend. I really really hope I don't drive him away because he is the most amazing thing in the world and I love him more than I even knew was possible. I just want this depression to go away so that I can focus on being the happiest I've ever been.
I really think I need a therapist... too bad I will never be able to afford it.
Sigh. I miss James. I can't wait to see him tomorrow. <3