Real update time yaaayyy.
All righty then. Sorry, I got distracted by House. It was super cool though, and it had Mira Sorvino in it!! Romy! ^^; Neat. It was an intense episode, and I looooved the House/Wilson bits. And holy crap, Wilson/Amber?!? O_O I almost saw it coming but not quite. XD My dad was all "IT'S CAMERON!!!" and I was like "Cameron's dating Chase..." and he was like "IT'S THIRTEEN!!!" and I was like "Hmm... maybe it's Amber!" And then it was. Weee!
On a related note, I watched parts of An American In Paris and Legally Blonde tonight. Weee!
So yeah. I didn't do much today. I didn't sleep much either, but oddly I'm not that tired. Hm. But last night was fairly productive. And I'm gonna apply to CofC, and HOPEFULLY I will be accepted. If I don't get in... bah. I don't know where else I want to go. But I still have to look for scholarships (yeah right) and grants (doubtful) and then find out about the loany stuff. I don't know anything about it. I guess it won't matter if I don't get into Charleston. >_> Meh.
James is out with his brother and some of his friends, doing their boy-y Super Bowl nonsense... it makes me wonder if he's been drinking. I wonder if he will tell me. I hate this. -_-
I miss.... life. I don't know what parts exactly, but I miss it. I feel funny. I want to see a therapist person but I am totally broke, and I doubt my parents could pay, even if I could work up the courage to ask. They probably wouldn't think I needed it. Oh well. -_- But I wish I had someone to talk to.
I am lonely.
On a related note, I watched parts of An American In Paris and Legally Blonde tonight. Weee!
So yeah. I didn't do much today. I didn't sleep much either, but oddly I'm not that tired. Hm. But last night was fairly productive. And I'm gonna apply to CofC, and HOPEFULLY I will be accepted. If I don't get in... bah. I don't know where else I want to go. But I still have to look for scholarships (yeah right) and grants (doubtful) and then find out about the loany stuff. I don't know anything about it. I guess it won't matter if I don't get into Charleston. >_> Meh.
James is out with his brother and some of his friends, doing their boy-y Super Bowl nonsense... it makes me wonder if he's been drinking. I wonder if he will tell me. I hate this. -_-
I miss.... life. I don't know what parts exactly, but I miss it. I feel funny. I want to see a therapist person but I am totally broke, and I doubt my parents could pay, even if I could work up the courage to ask. They probably wouldn't think I needed it. Oh well. -_- But I wish I had someone to talk to.
I am lonely.