I've been thinking about love, and I guess it's the very strongest adhesive.

[jolfolfille]

So hyperactivegirl did this thing in her LJ and I wanted to play too, so she asked me five questions to get to know me better!  YAYYYYY.  If you guys wanna play, comment.

1. What's your favorite cartoon (of all time, this can be old-school like Popeye or newer. Or both!)?
Favorite of all time?  Oh god.  I want to say Clone High off the top of my

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Re: WARNING: this is REALLY REALLY LONG...part 2

[hey_mockingbird]

5. Yeah, it's Nick. And, MAN, it is a long story. Okay, so we met in high school--he's a year younger than me. And, um...well. He was dating my friend Emily at the end of my sophomore year, which is how I knew him, and then we were in Seussical together and hung out a lot, because my friend Katie had a huuugemongo crush on him (she's in his year), and her friend, Paula, who is now one of my bestest friends in the world, did, too, but Nick liked katie. SO, they dated during Seussical, and then senior year we hung out A LOT. We were in shows together, and had free time open together, and I had liked him for like two years, and we had HUGE amounts of UST, but he and Katie were still dating. SO, she broke up with him. In November. And he was SO UPSET, and we hung out a lot after that. Also at that time, Paula and jesse (who is now my best guy friend after Sherrick) broke up, because Nick told Paula he still liked her, and she kinda liked him. SO it ws a PENTAGON OF ANGST AND LIKE AND OMGANGST. It was NOT a good time for me. ANYWAY. So, Nick becomes more depressed because his meds aren't working or whatev, and we see each other a lot because of shows and classes, and we get to know each other more. And then jesse and I began dating in January of that year. If he hadn't asked me out, I would have asked Nick out. I would have. So, basically Jesse and I dated for three months, during which nick and I were cast in ANOTHER show together, Cats. and the UST...oh, man, it was HUGE and all sexual tension-y and WOAH. And then I realized that kissing jesse was like kissing my brother, and I broke up with him, saying I couldn't be in a relationship at that moment. And then the next day I decided I was sick of lying to everyone and so I told Nick that I had liked him for two years and was falling in love with him. And he--gods, i will never forget the look on hi face as he said it--he smiles at me, and he goes, "me, too," and then he kissed me. And I told him that i would like to date him, and go out with him, and he said he'd think about it, because jesse was his best friend, and he didn't want to hurt him, and I said I understood, but if we were gonna date, it wasn't gonna be a secret. I wasn't going to be a secret. So, after two days, he looked at me, and went..."So, if we dated...I mean, like, we wouldn't have to broadcast it, right? Like, our friends could know, but not everyone needs to know, right?" And I agreed, and so he said yes, he'd go out with me. And then he took the claddaugh ring I was wearing and turned it right-side up, stating I was taken. He told Jesse the next day, and jesse felt SOOO betrayed, oh my god, I felt SO BAD. And we said we'd stop dating if it would hurt him, and he said. "no, that would just make you two miserable." and so we remained friends, but i didn't talk to him until he wanted to talk to me.

Re: WARNING: this is REALLY REALLY LONG...part 3

[hey_mockingbird]

SO, Nick and I began dating March 10, and then saw each other three times a week in the summer, and then I went to college out of state, in NE (I live in WI), and things got....hard. It's hard having a long-distance relationship, and this one was harder. I think one of the mistakes that we made was saying I love you very early on in the relationship, and then I actually started falling in love with him in November, but by December I knew something was wrong. He was distant, and I could just...I could tell, you know? And i think another mistake I made was we got physical really fast. We didn't have sex, but it got pretty close sometimes, and I...now, I kind of regret that we did. But, anyway, I was falling in love with him, and he'd apparently been thinking of breakng up with me since December 2, and he didn't say anything. ANYWAY, man, this is prolly WAAAY too much information, and I'm babbling. We had a phone conversation on Feb 27 (I was going home ten days later to be home for spring break, which was, conincidentally, in time for our one-year), and he said he couldn't be in a relationship anymore. So, we were in the relationship until I went home, and we officially broke up on our one-year anniversary.

So, that's the story. Oh, and then this summer he decided (after I got over him) that he ws going to KISS ME and tell me he thought he made the wrong decision in breaking up with me, and at the time I thought what I wanted was to be with him again at some point, which he said he wouldn't be against at some point, but I know now that he's completely over me (Jesse talks to me when nick won't, and then I talk to Nick...we're sorta friends now, but still....it's awkward).

I am so sorry that was so long. >.<

And my favorite animal? I really like dogs and canaries and big cats.

I AM SO SORRY I SPAMMED YOU SO MUCH!!!

Re: WARNING: this is REALLY REALLY LONG...part 3

[jolfolfille]

I don't care that you spammed me! I wanted to know. ^_^ And it was fun to read.

I would be an actress if I wasn't so bloody shy - I am terrified of looking stupid or having people dislike me, mostly. I love theatre though, and I definitely want to write plays, but I just wish I could act in them. ^^;

And one day I will spam you with the tales of my version of Nick, only it was SO MUCH WORSE, Paul. ^_^ Yaaayyyyy!