Aug 19, 2009 01:29
I'm really stressed up over money now. Sigh.
Why must I always cover up holes that are not dug out by me?
I just feel like I'm always stuck in first gear, not moving on to anywhere better. Or am I just selfish to feel this way? I just don't understand. Sometimes, I really don't understand. Is it so difficult to live within your means?
I'm having a throbbing headache right now. I guess I have to depend on myself to clear up the shit that has hit the fan. Same shit, different day. Why why why?
But I should be happy I'm still alive and kicking. Yea, I can console myself that way.