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So randomass night I thought some of you would appreciate.
Last weekend I had a party at my house... and I got closer to a co-worker of mine. This week things seemed to go well and all and I really want to have him over again so I had another simliar but smaller thing at my house, to which he didn't show up. However, he did mention that he had a friend coming up. And after trying to call, his phone went straight to voicemail.
As if that was bad enough on top of a shitty ass day... Anthony was supposed to fix my pc after the game today. But I wanted to start the thing early and was like, well, he didn't talk to me about it today, so fuck that. Then he texts me and was just like, what are you doing? I told him that I had people over, and he was like, do you still want to fix your pc? And because Sandra threatened to do it herself, I invited him to come over. He did, very late, but people were still over. And with all us VGs kids and the roomie who met them all last week, he was kinda odd man out and didn't talk much. Then everyone left together... and he stayed.... and it was weird and then he said the only reason he left when he did (at almost 5am) was because I "looked so tired." I am, but yea... ummm... he just kept staying there and thank god sandra came in for a while and like, saved me. Love you chica.
When he finally said there was nothing else to do tonight... which means he's planning on coming over again, we walked down the stairs... and he put his arms on my shoulders and like, rubbed them... wtf.... this all from the boy who broke up with me BECAUSE he "didn't have the feelings for me that a relationship required him to." And I thought I was being paranoid last night...
FUCK BOYS. CONFUSING.
I want the co-worker... but the one who seems to want me is the ex, despite what everyone at work seems to say about TC...
Last weekend I had a party at my house... and I got closer to a co-worker of mine. This week things seemed to go well and all and I really want to have him over again so I had another simliar but smaller thing at my house, to which he didn't show up. However, he did mention that he had a friend coming up. And after trying to call, his phone went straight to voicemail.
As if that was bad enough on top of a shitty ass day... Anthony was supposed to fix my pc after the game today. But I wanted to start the thing early and was like, well, he didn't talk to me about it today, so fuck that. Then he texts me and was just like, what are you doing? I told him that I had people over, and he was like, do you still want to fix your pc? And because Sandra threatened to do it herself, I invited him to come over. He did, very late, but people were still over. And with all us VGs kids and the roomie who met them all last week, he was kinda odd man out and didn't talk much. Then everyone left together... and he stayed.... and it was weird and then he said the only reason he left when he did (at almost 5am) was because I "looked so tired." I am, but yea... ummm... he just kept staying there and thank god sandra came in for a while and like, saved me. Love you chica.
When he finally said there was nothing else to do tonight... which means he's planning on coming over again, we walked down the stairs... and he put his arms on my shoulders and like, rubbed them... wtf.... this all from the boy who broke up with me BECAUSE he "didn't have the feelings for me that a relationship required him to." And I thought I was being paranoid last night...
FUCK BOYS. CONFUSING.
I want the co-worker... but the one who seems to want me is the ex, despite what everyone at work seems to say about TC...