grades...
okay, so it's a quarter till one or so and i'm really really unhappy. i just got my grades online and you know i'm not upset with history (b -), botany (b), or french (c -), i was pretty much expecting all of those but my tutorial is just plain ridiculous, i got a b - in a freshman honors tutorial. how the hell does one pull all that off, i did all my work, occasionally a couple hours late but always got it done. i listened to everyones suggestions, made comments online and commented in class when no one beat me to what i was going to say. of course i was kinda quiet in that class and people beat me to my point a fair bit but i don't know what i did to deserve a b - . i'm actually really frusterated and upset by it. by gpa is now down to like a 2.77 or something ridiculous, ok it's a 2.88. i'm really frusterated because i most definently have to get pretty much straight a's all next year to keep my scholarship. if i lose my scholarship i'll have to leave school, i can't afford to go to school without that money. i'm so screwed. next year i'm literally going to be locked in my room the entire year just to make sure i pass. i can't afford for my gpa to drop at all... i'm so fucked guys. this has just been an awful day and right now i think i'm going to go curl up in a ball and cry. i just wish one of my grades had been higher, i should have worked my ass off, but i did for botany and history and look at the good it did me. i'm so fucked, my parents are going to kill me, i'm going to kill me... shit