Oct 12, 2005 20:39
Warning To My New Lover:
For anyone who ever tried to move on too soon...
This is my warning
I will pester you
I will pester you
I will pester you
I will pester you
I will pester you unitl you are mad
I will show you new meanings of the words
Clingy
Overbearing
Jealous
I will make you sick with love
And you will regurgitate all that you once held dear for me
I am a poison that will ravish your body and spirit
Sometimes quickly
Sometimes throughout the course of months
YEARS
You will never want to gaze upon my sweet face once you have seen
the hurt
and the anger
and the vengefulness
That it hides
I will make you pay for the crimes of my lost loves
I will burn you at the stake for even thinking to be kind to me
Or for telling me the truth when you said you were honest
Or for having values
Or for having a heart
AND GIVING IT TO ME
I will rip it out and crush it in my hand
And show you it means nothing to me
Because I know the way of the world
And I will call you a FOOL for thinking me
pretty
And I will cry a thousand tears for doing so
And for my shame I will never be able to gaze upon your sweet face again
Because I will have hunted you down
And burned you at the stake
For loving me
How dare you
You fool
Pain:
My soul cannot see it is blinded by the
darkness because of me. It has lost its
way and has given up completely, the door
to my heart has been locked and I've thrown
away the key. No love shall be shared with
a person like me, I don’t want to be
customized for you that is something
I wont be! Leave me alone don’t even try
to help, I don’t want your pity or
anyone’s help! I'm fine here alone just
go away if I let you try to help me it
would hurt me eventually anyways.
I'm not going to try anymore, at least
not for you, you’ve hurt me to bad and
I finally believe that it is something
everyone’s capable to soon do. I didn’t want
to believe that you would hurt me so bad,
but I get it now and I'm no longer sad.
Angry at myself is more what is happening
I let you hurt me and I was to blind to see!
I don’t want you back I don’t think I could
ever trust you again, now I'll just suffer
and hope my heart will mend.