Ok here's some more shitty writing.
I would do anything to keep you happy,
I've ground my bones right into dust,
You tell me that you fucking love me,
Then you pretend there is no us,
Trying to pull your fucking guilt trips,
Stressing me out and making me pissed,
I can feel your disease course through me,
Everytime we fucking kiss,
I'm sick and tired of your defiance,
Your actions are absurd,
The cruelest lies are told in silence,
And you dont say a fucking word.
I can feel you drag me down,
consuming my soul w/ a crush to the crown,
No this must be my punishment,
For ever thinking you would be different.
You sleep around and turn to me,
Expecting me to fulfill your needs,
Did you think i wouldnt see,
When you're filled with everyones seed?
I can't explain the complexities,
Your demented version of reality,
I cant believe i didnt see,
Or tried to deny your mentality,
Now i dont know if i should leave,
Or stay with you and wait to bleed.
chorus
Your bullshit games wont work anymore,
I'm tired of the indecision,
Head games the only thing you're good at,
You cause too much frustration,
You need to be taken down a notch,
Try acting like an adult,
Think with your head and not your crotch,
Maybe then you'll get results,
I can't take this fucking shit,
I'm probably better off without you,
On the outside you are total bliss,
In reality cold dead and pitiful.
chorus
poem:
I'm feeling lonely in the darkness,
Every shadow seems to haunt me,
I can feel the walls closing in,
As my sanity slips away.
A pathetic sense of reality,
Memories i want to forget,
This place is supposed to help you,
I think im getting worse.
My hostilities aren't leaving,
This straight jacket's my body bag,
They try and say im crazy,
I'm injected full of sedatives.
My own delusive tragedy,
When will my life come to an end?
I'm left alone with all my thoughts,
I hate being around myself.
not finished yet
I've ground my bones right into dust,
You tell me that you fucking love me,
Then you pretend there is no us,
Trying to pull your fucking guilt trips,
Stressing me out and making me pissed,
I can feel your disease course through me,
Everytime we fucking kiss,
I'm sick and tired of your defiance,
Your actions are absurd,
The cruelest lies are told in silence,
And you dont say a fucking word.
I can feel you drag me down,
consuming my soul w/ a crush to the crown,
No this must be my punishment,
For ever thinking you would be different.
You sleep around and turn to me,
Expecting me to fulfill your needs,
Did you think i wouldnt see,
When you're filled with everyones seed?
I can't explain the complexities,
Your demented version of reality,
I cant believe i didnt see,
Or tried to deny your mentality,
Now i dont know if i should leave,
Or stay with you and wait to bleed.
chorus
Your bullshit games wont work anymore,
I'm tired of the indecision,
Head games the only thing you're good at,
You cause too much frustration,
You need to be taken down a notch,
Try acting like an adult,
Think with your head and not your crotch,
Maybe then you'll get results,
I can't take this fucking shit,
I'm probably better off without you,
On the outside you are total bliss,
In reality cold dead and pitiful.
chorus
poem:
I'm feeling lonely in the darkness,
Every shadow seems to haunt me,
I can feel the walls closing in,
As my sanity slips away.
A pathetic sense of reality,
Memories i want to forget,
This place is supposed to help you,
I think im getting worse.
My hostilities aren't leaving,
This straight jacket's my body bag,
They try and say im crazy,
I'm injected full of sedatives.
My own delusive tragedy,
When will my life come to an end?
I'm left alone with all my thoughts,
I hate being around myself.
not finished yet