Jun 14, 2003 15:54
so here i sit broken hearted...
came to shit and only farted...
My dad used to tell me that all the time. Yeah he was a weird dad but i loved him. But enough about that. I haven't wrote an entry in forever and a day.
So right now i'm staying at my friend rikky's house. He's cool but i think that marijuana is taking over his life and he's starting to loose an interest in this world. Kinda like me but with more stupidity because he just sits around and doesn't talk to anybody unless it's to make fun of them. Kinda like his dad (the Pimp). But i understand the reason for his dad being like that. He's like 50 or something, maybe younger, and he can hardly even walk because of sores on his leg from diabetes. His dad used to be in the navy and was a highly respected officer and had been in two wars or something like that. And now all he can do is sit around and watch tv. At that westerns and old war movies. It's almost like he can relive the days back in the wars and whatnot when he watches those shows on the infamous boob tube.
His mom is a very kind lady who let me stay here, but it's almost like she doesn't get any respect and then is expected to go to work, pay bills, take care of the pimp, and ricky and his brother. I try to stay out of her way as much as possible while at the same time just talk to her cause nobody else will. I think of it as just someway that i can repay her back for letting me stay here.
Which brings me to Chris, Ricky's brother, he is very interesting. His girlfriend is cute but everybody thinks that she is one of the hottest girls in their school. I don't know...maybe it's cause i'm from Michigan City or something. Anyways Chris and Hailey (his girlfriend) are almost always together but they never really go anywhere. They both just sit around either on the computer here or watch t.v. Nothing really productive ever happens other then them having sex all the time. Truthfully i think that the only way they're going to get any exercise this summer:).
But anyways there is one thing that really keeps me going in this town full of heathens'. Catie, my girlfriend, she means everything to me right now and is one of the coolest girlfriends that I have ever had. She smokes with me and she gave up her virginity to me (she's no longer a member of the SUPER V TEAM anymore) and she's always forgiving. Even when i'm a dick, like this morining.
So anyways that's what's happening here in this crappy overrated town of LaPorte.