When I thought Things Couldn't Get Worse
Well, its been a while since I actually posted anything new. That might be because things were going so damn well. Now things are just turning out to be getting way worse then anything before. Before I really thought I hit rock bottom, but this is a new low.
Let me start with the money I was supposed to get back from the Marine Corps... While I was in Quanitco I had to pay for everything. But because I was there for a court martial the government is going to give it all back. Well at least I thought they were. That is turning out to be more of a hassle then its worth. I had to get all my receipts and fax then back to Virginia. Once I did that they drew up all the paperwork for me and emailed me a copy that I need to sign and fax back. that took over a week to do. They said once they get that paper back then it should only take a few (3-4) days to get my money back. This was over a week ago now and I still haven't got my money. I've emailed my contact a few times and tried calling him. Now I can't get a hold of him. I just want my money back because the rental car was $200.
I finally got my VA claim back. Unfortunately they only gave me 30%. Everyone of the doctors I talked to has said I should be getting about 60-70% for my feet. I really can't do shit because of them. So, now I'm in a legal battle with the VA to get my rating up. I really don't know how long that is going to take, but I'm really not looking forward to it. The only good thing that has come out of this is that I got to re-apply for voc. rehab. and ed. or chapter 31. I'm hoping they will pay for all my schooling and help me get through all these things. Plus, I have already received my first check and should be getting the back pay check soon as well.
I've also spent the last month fighting with the unemployment office because they still haven't sent me a check or even notified me that they are going to pay me. I have sent all the paperwork they requested but still nothing. This last week I have spent countless hours on the phone trying to get an answer out of the EDD office. I've also sent a few emails to my case worker but still nothing. Until earlier today when I got an email back. They are waiting for a Determination Interview... whatever that is. Now I have to wait another week. I hate this system you have to go through. The fact that I'm prior military is only making everything harder and making things take way to long.
Right now I've been having a lot of thoughts about this girl I'm falling in love with. Lately, we have not talked to much and I haven't seen her in almost a moth now. That's killing me inside because I hate not seeing here. It's putting a strain on our relationship and I miss her like hell. Lately we've been fighting over the smallest things... I think it's because we haven't seen each other in so long. I just don't know what to do right now... Its just adding to the stress of everything else.
On top of all this I still haven't found a job. I put in about 17 applications in the last month and I still haven't got a call back from any of them.So, yet again I'm broke as hell. When it was my time to pay the insurance for my car, I didn't have any money to pay it. so my mom covered it and told me not to worry about it. I got my check of $351 and gave my mom $300. which was for rent. After I gave here 100 bucks over my normal rent she tells me I better have $200 in the next 2 days. The 300 only covers my insurance... which she told me that I didn't have to pay. She told me to get the fuck out if I can't come up with the money. I don't know how she expected me to get 200 with out a job. Its not like I can just shit money. So, for the last couple days I've been doing everything I can to get money. She pretty much wouldn't talk to me and kept calling me a piece of shit. She called me this afternoon and told me that if I don't have then money before she goes to bed to not even bother coming home and to get my fucking shit out while she's at work tomorrow. I busted my ass and ended up borrowing it from a damn good friend. When I got the money I called my mom to see what she wanted me to do with it. I could take it and put it in her bank account or bring it to her. The main reason she needed to money was because with out it we were going to get evicted anyways. So, I offered to take the money and put it in her account so that she didn't have to and the check wouldn't bounce. She tells me to not even worry about it and don't come home until after she goes to bed. So, I busted my ass to get this money and she treated me like fucking shit and come to find out she borrowed it from her friend at work earlier today. That's so fucking bullshit. I brought the money in and threw it at her and told her to pay her fucking friend back and thanks for treating me like shit. Its times like this where I wonder why I even moved back in with her. I can't wait to get a job and get the fuck out of this fucking hell hole. I don't need her stupid fucking shit on top of everything else I have to deal with. I'm sick and tired of this shit. she's going to come home one day and see that I'm gone and never hear from me again. I just hope that will happen soon.
Let me start with the money I was supposed to get back from the Marine Corps... While I was in Quanitco I had to pay for everything. But because I was there for a court martial the government is going to give it all back. Well at least I thought they were. That is turning out to be more of a hassle then its worth. I had to get all my receipts and fax then back to Virginia. Once I did that they drew up all the paperwork for me and emailed me a copy that I need to sign and fax back. that took over a week to do. They said once they get that paper back then it should only take a few (3-4) days to get my money back. This was over a week ago now and I still haven't got my money. I've emailed my contact a few times and tried calling him. Now I can't get a hold of him. I just want my money back because the rental car was $200.
I finally got my VA claim back. Unfortunately they only gave me 30%. Everyone of the doctors I talked to has said I should be getting about 60-70% for my feet. I really can't do shit because of them. So, now I'm in a legal battle with the VA to get my rating up. I really don't know how long that is going to take, but I'm really not looking forward to it. The only good thing that has come out of this is that I got to re-apply for voc. rehab. and ed. or chapter 31. I'm hoping they will pay for all my schooling and help me get through all these things. Plus, I have already received my first check and should be getting the back pay check soon as well.
I've also spent the last month fighting with the unemployment office because they still haven't sent me a check or even notified me that they are going to pay me. I have sent all the paperwork they requested but still nothing. This last week I have spent countless hours on the phone trying to get an answer out of the EDD office. I've also sent a few emails to my case worker but still nothing. Until earlier today when I got an email back. They are waiting for a Determination Interview... whatever that is. Now I have to wait another week. I hate this system you have to go through. The fact that I'm prior military is only making everything harder and making things take way to long.
Right now I've been having a lot of thoughts about this girl I'm falling in love with. Lately, we have not talked to much and I haven't seen her in almost a moth now. That's killing me inside because I hate not seeing here. It's putting a strain on our relationship and I miss her like hell. Lately we've been fighting over the smallest things... I think it's because we haven't seen each other in so long. I just don't know what to do right now... Its just adding to the stress of everything else.
On top of all this I still haven't found a job. I put in about 17 applications in the last month and I still haven't got a call back from any of them.So, yet again I'm broke as hell. When it was my time to pay the insurance for my car, I didn't have any money to pay it. so my mom covered it and told me not to worry about it. I got my check of $351 and gave my mom $300. which was for rent. After I gave here 100 bucks over my normal rent she tells me I better have $200 in the next 2 days. The 300 only covers my insurance... which she told me that I didn't have to pay. She told me to get the fuck out if I can't come up with the money. I don't know how she expected me to get 200 with out a job. Its not like I can just shit money. So, for the last couple days I've been doing everything I can to get money. She pretty much wouldn't talk to me and kept calling me a piece of shit. She called me this afternoon and told me that if I don't have then money before she goes to bed to not even bother coming home and to get my fucking shit out while she's at work tomorrow. I busted my ass and ended up borrowing it from a damn good friend. When I got the money I called my mom to see what she wanted me to do with it. I could take it and put it in her bank account or bring it to her. The main reason she needed to money was because with out it we were going to get evicted anyways. So, I offered to take the money and put it in her account so that she didn't have to and the check wouldn't bounce. She tells me to not even worry about it and don't come home until after she goes to bed. So, I busted my ass to get this money and she treated me like fucking shit and come to find out she borrowed it from her friend at work earlier today. That's so fucking bullshit. I brought the money in and threw it at her and told her to pay her fucking friend back and thanks for treating me like shit. Its times like this where I wonder why I even moved back in with her. I can't wait to get a job and get the fuck out of this fucking hell hole. I don't need her stupid fucking shit on top of everything else I have to deal with. I'm sick and tired of this shit. she's going to come home one day and see that I'm gone and never hear from me again. I just hope that will happen soon.