why
sup yalls who can read!i am officially 18 and i still feel like shit almost everyday! my life keeps spinning in and circle like and merry go round but it wont slow down...its just going faster and faster and i cant get off...i was sitting in the dark the other day smoking port after port just wondering why are we here...if we arent here to change the world in any way possible then whats the point of even living...i dont know i had this thought that if we are supposed to change the world and make it better or worse or wwahtever then why cant we just be told why we're here why does life have to be this maze with many trap doors just to lead back to the same place we started and then it starts over again...why must we be tormented like an ant underneath a kids magnifying glass in 100 degree weather...i was also wondering why is it that you cant buy squatres till your 18 or liqour till your 21...why is age such a big deal with so many people in so many ways...who knows if what we are doing to this world and our species is right...i dont know what im really saying im just so confused abd aggrivated and tired and poor and im especially sick of the city right nowwwww...i really need to take a break...just sit back with a carton of newports and an 1/2 ounce of bud and just be left alone...well i geuss im done bitching for now...peace
~JoKer~
MMFCL
p.s. i heard that ABK and Jumpsteady were coming to chi-town ill be there!!!!!!!!!
~JoKer~
MMFCL
p.s. i heard that ABK and Jumpsteady were coming to chi-town ill be there!!!!!!!!!