Nov 08, 2004 17:00
what up yall! i cant fuckin wait for the 27th cause my homie J is buying my ticket to hell's pit! thats my ninja right there man...lately weve been hangin out a lot more than we were before! man weve been hotboxin my room just like we all used to do back in the garage at droxies house...skye if you actually read this which i doubt anyone will actually read this and i can honestly give a fuck. you know i was contemplatin suicide the other day and tried to cut my throat...then i found out if your gonna do that you might want to sharpen the blade first...oh well im still here now... well i guess that could be a good for now...my job fuckin sucks right now...im gettin no hours and am having the hardest fucking time paying my rent...it was supposed to be in on the first and its the 8th and i still owe $100...i dont know why but ive been spendin my money on gettin fucked up instead of what i should be doing and that is saving for rent and puttin money away for when i get my new studio palace...that would be the shit when i get my own place...i need to quit smoking again and quit drinkin again and just stop spending money on all the bullshit that you dont need in life but spend it on what i do need like food...these last couple of days if you add up all the food ive eaten you can make up one small meal...just yesterday all i ate was 2 pieces of toast plain cause the butter was nasty and we have no jelly or anything like thyat.well igeuss im done bullshitting for now see ya when i see ya
MMFJL
~JoKEr~