*Yawn*
So, feeling better after having successfully decided to move in with Nelson. Screw my parents. Those guys are actually pretty out of touch. My mom going on and on and on, about how they'll always be there for me, and how they have my back because thier 'family' and then in the very next sentence, telling me how they're only human and they might just finally decide to stop caring, and then going on about how they love me and what not. Any then her telling me how that at 24 and 25 a person should be living with a spouse, or alone, because living with friends is a really, really bad idea.
You can't rely on other people! You can't help anybody until all your problems is finally cleared up! We're the only people that can help you! We're fine and perfect! You need us!
And then my dad telling me I need to get a job in minnetonka and to call him tomorrow with a list of jobs I want to work at. Has he lost his mind? How am I suppose to get to minnetonka and search for a job without the luxury of a car and or internet access? Those guys are freaking gone.
No, thats not true. They just have complete and totally differing mentalities and philosophies. They keep telling me I can't help anybody else because I'm so fucked up in the first place. I need to fix myself before I can ofer to fix anybody else...but I think it's that mentality that's keeping the world so messed up in the first place. I think if we all offered to help each other with our burdens, we'd be better off. So Jobs!!
I'm gonna get a job at either raido shack, a pizza parlour (Noooooooooooo) The liqour store, or the hotel. all four look promising, but overnight at the hotel probably pays the big bucks, and that seems like the sort of thing I'd be really good at. Costumer service and what not. Selling things shouldn't be that hard. I believe that if I can't make a sale, make a friend instead. Go in looking for a conversation, find something you've got in common, throw in a little product knowledge, don't push *too* hard and then seize the goal. If you don't come out making a sale, maybe you can make a friend with the first two steps. :3
I had a dream last night that Nelson was a ninja breaking boards on top of a Billboard last night, and this morning, I dreamt I was a kindardener, in a japanese classroom, having transfered over from the us since my dad moved. Really weird sort of nightmare, that. We were singing our ABCs and everyone was singing thier abcs one at a time, and when they got to me, I didn't know the japanese version all that well, so I stumbled through half way and stopped when I couldn't remember the rest. The class laughed at me, and the teacher gave me a sad, sorry smile and went on to the next kid. I remember wanting to cry but instead I was working hard to stay upright in my seat, since the classroom was slanted to one side for some wierd reason. OY.
Anyway, suddenly, I'm worried that the applications I've got and jobs I want will be taken, so I really need to get those things back as soon as possible...:(
You can't rely on other people! You can't help anybody until all your problems is finally cleared up! We're the only people that can help you! We're fine and perfect! You need us!
And then my dad telling me I need to get a job in minnetonka and to call him tomorrow with a list of jobs I want to work at. Has he lost his mind? How am I suppose to get to minnetonka and search for a job without the luxury of a car and or internet access? Those guys are freaking gone.
No, thats not true. They just have complete and totally differing mentalities and philosophies. They keep telling me I can't help anybody else because I'm so fucked up in the first place. I need to fix myself before I can ofer to fix anybody else...but I think it's that mentality that's keeping the world so messed up in the first place. I think if we all offered to help each other with our burdens, we'd be better off. So Jobs!!
I'm gonna get a job at either raido shack, a pizza parlour (Noooooooooooo) The liqour store, or the hotel. all four look promising, but overnight at the hotel probably pays the big bucks, and that seems like the sort of thing I'd be really good at. Costumer service and what not. Selling things shouldn't be that hard. I believe that if I can't make a sale, make a friend instead. Go in looking for a conversation, find something you've got in common, throw in a little product knowledge, don't push *too* hard and then seize the goal. If you don't come out making a sale, maybe you can make a friend with the first two steps. :3
I had a dream last night that Nelson was a ninja breaking boards on top of a Billboard last night, and this morning, I dreamt I was a kindardener, in a japanese classroom, having transfered over from the us since my dad moved. Really weird sort of nightmare, that. We were singing our ABCs and everyone was singing thier abcs one at a time, and when they got to me, I didn't know the japanese version all that well, so I stumbled through half way and stopped when I couldn't remember the rest. The class laughed at me, and the teacher gave me a sad, sorry smile and went on to the next kid. I remember wanting to cry but instead I was working hard to stay upright in my seat, since the classroom was slanted to one side for some wierd reason. OY.
Anyway, suddenly, I'm worried that the applications I've got and jobs I want will be taken, so I really need to get those things back as soon as possible...:(